Wow, its been long time never blog here d.
Sorry la, i was busy with my sales.....
1st week, have free time....
2nd week, outdoor 5days...
Wow, Chinese event, i fall until ..... i also dono hw to describe....
my sales was 0,1,2. if nt mistaken 2 days 0, 2 days 1, 1 day 2.
i was gone crazy.....
face was so black, never talk at all after finish work n on the way bk to penang. kept thinking that why my sales was so bad....
why most of the ppl get 5,6 n even got 1 get 17 sales. aint human!!!
Who knows....
i cannt stand the failure....
my sales was so bad......
i jz couldnt undertand......
3rd week, chinese event at ipoh...
luckily i never go, i will die like shit....
ipoh really hard to do sales, luckily i was at penang.
chinese event in ipoh is wed until sat . within this 4 days, i have 16 sales.
if i went, i think nt more than 5. Phew !!
last day on chinese event, nobody sign but me.... tht 1 also is thomas give me de....
i felt so bad coz tht was nt my sales but i took it.
then after i go bk home, i talk with somebody....
my mood was so bad n keep on press down and keep it in the deepest of my heart....
don wna to think abt it...
but i jz cant...
manatau when talk on phone got ppl gatai, come to khek me.....
nt khek to make me jealous tht type....
then my heart suddenly connect with the harsh words....
oh no, i couldnt keep anymore.....
tears start to come out d.....
i wont cry n let ppl hear....
i wont cry in front of ppl....
so i request to hang up n the person was talking with me, felt so shock n strange....
but i really cannot d so he know i was going to cry then he hang up.....
manatau, after hang up, my brother havent sleep and know that my tears fall so since he know d, n i wont cry in front of him.... i tried to stop...
i stopped.....
after abt 5min, i have a friend called me to on9 n transfer video clip for him....
haiz.....
so i did nt cry lo.....
Strong Girl!!!!
Haha! somebody knew that he said sth wrong so he sms me....
" erm, know tat i say sth tat hurt u. very sorry bout tat. if feel like crying to release ur tension. just go 4 it. but mz remember tat u r not alone. still hv me bside u to stand up after a fall. feel sorry 4 not being a caring person. may b i cant help much. but at least wana let u know tat i alwez there 4 u when u nd a shade to protect urself. sorry sorry sorry. sleep earlier. dun think too much le. 9z. sorry :( must :) back ya. xneed reply. 9z.sorry "
wow......
haha!
i jeust don like ppl simply say sorry....
wat i wan is understanding nt simply sorry.
but ok la....
then after tht he sms me request to call me for a while...
Haha!
worry abt me ler.....
i am ok de, jz ppl worry abt me....
told u that i am strong d.....
after a long talk then hang up d lo.....
he has 2 study also ma.....
i really thanks that he talk so long with me but still i felt sorry coz distract him from study.....
after that i sleep d....
after he finish study, he sms me b4 he sleep....
" 1 2 tell u once more : sorry ! i just know tat i did really mind u a lot. feel damn lost when u r sad. u mean a lot to me. i really love u. dun be too stress le ya. i know its hard. but at least try ya.anything just find me ya. a should n a hand to console u when u r sad n lost. sleep tide. take care. "
Hey, thanks for being a listener, comforter for me....
its my pleasure to have u b by my side.....
hey, of coz u lost la..... siao siao..... i have my distraction de lo..... make use on u nia.....sikit sikit o anything happen to me , u also can qi siao d.....
siao siao.......
Haha!
here comes....
the next day, our team outdoor, so 6 days....
i was busy do my sales....
late reply o....
someone worry n call me d.....
keep on ask me whether i ok ma for the whole day n every call....
i felt that he noneed to b so worry la....
i am strong de ma....
sure can handle de....
but i also feel syok that he was so worry abt me....
after call, he sms : < honestly, i really syok n felt loving when he so worry abt me >
" u really scare tiok me. so late reply i tot u sad again le. worry. "
after that, the night b4 his exam, < his final start on 23 ma , so 22 have to prepare d.... 21 night thought that was last call until he finish final >
he went to hall study until late night lo...
then after bk, sms me b4 sleep....
haha! this is wat he has to do every night b4 he sleep....
" erm, wanna exam le. means cant talk long long with u thru phone le. honestly, feel very sad. < of coz la, my voice so sweet > must take good care of urself ya. must eat. must sleep early. must be careful when u do outdoor. dont be stress with ur sales. must drink more water. must be careful while riding o driving. n also must MISS ME! < xu yao jiang da ge capital ma... > Haha. keep tis msg o! all d must do thing is in here le. if feel like wanna find sb talk can find me too. can d. take care ya. muak muak muak! love u. 9z. "
haha, chang qi hoh.... i also feel that.... but this is care ma.....
i also beh phai ler....
i saw this msg in the next morning, then i sent my order with dont since his msg is must.
then at night, i sent bubble to him to encourage him o...
so sweet ler....
ai zai la....
on the 3rd day his exam week, he never have test la but was busy to study slide o....
then i dono he was so busy and i cant even get to contact with him....
summore that day i was sleepy, boring, n i felt that my colleague don like me wor... so feel bad lo....
then no sales wor....
then keep on msg n no reply wor....
call him summore no line wor....
keep on eat my money wor....
so he buta kena d lo.....
i sms n call until don wna to contact with him le....
then when he finish busy know that gai d....
tai wok....
he sms me that he going to call me in 15 min. but i replied, noneed le....
i knew that i wont pick up, jaz some kind of beh syok d gua. i knew that he was busy n i shldnt blame him in fact shouldnt disturb him for the whole week. i kept tell myself that have to b understanding, ppl busy ma.... but i jz cant keep. < sorry, for nt being a understanding person o >
after 15 min, he never call but he call after 30 min if nt mistaken.....
since i decide nt to pick up so i put silent for my 016 phone. he keep call until my phone b come low batt. 012 also but nt low batt la coz 016 already old ma, batt sot sot de.... then he sms me ask me to pick up n we need to talk wor....
i don wna to talk wor, in fact i have no mood to speak, n i know that if i hear his voice, my tears will automatic fall. but if i never pick up he will b very worry wor....
then he sms :
i know u feel damn bad now. but u can just keep quiet. pls ans my call. i need to talk to u. "
so he call again, i late pick up coz i thought of whether wan to pick up o nt.
finaly i pick up n hear wat he said.... he said i am angry of him but i never angry of him.really de.... mb i feel bad of myself that y am i wan to disturb him.....
then he told me that this is y he cant go long in previous r/s. sometimes he will be very busy until forget everything. this is long distances prob. after i heard abt this, i felt that i wan to sot sa d, i really scare i cant walk with him....
after a long talk, i sms him : let me think think 1st.... really make me lost....
after that he jz call me ask me nt to sot sa, cannot sot sa, canot x 6. he said he say more than 3 times cannot means really canot le....
< i also don wan to sot sa, but i jz scare, fear is there... >
after that, he sms me again....
" i dunno wat r u thinking la. but no matter how, i wont give up easily de. ya. take care. sms me when u bk. "
i never reply de, kept thinking after that i decide nt to think coz its jz wasting my time better do sales... so i was busy to do my sales.... i got 5 o....
when i free n felt ok d then i sms him....
Haha!!
i don really remember wat i said but i knw that i was talking abt i am the best in this world for him. then he knew that i am back to normal d.
after that when i come bk, after finish bath n sms him, he called n we talk....
ask him to hang up he don wan, after that he bankcrupt pula....
then i slept after the call lo...
< sorry for made u feel bad coz of my worries, i dont mean to do tat... >
again b4 he sleep, he sms me lo...
" no matter wat happen o how diff it s in d future, i wont give up ad coz i ad find tiok d best n ll take her with me 4ever. "
Syok le....
ytd night he told methat he going to come bk on fri and go bk again coz result out on 6th. Hehe.... i was so happy to hear that.... really 1.... then today when i went to office i talk bg lo, n also when on the way go to facial have to fetch tht bookworm go out ma since i go out wor, abo she will bcome mushroom d coz her pc go to hospital.so i told her also lo.... Hehe.....
after i go to office, arrange everything my father finish arrange schedule i had a look. sat i will b at tesco o, wa happy lo, dono he will come bk he said he will come la, but dono he will ocme on this sat bo....
then i felt strange sun pg team off wor. so i asked him abt tht. he said sun off lo, but mostly sun do sales 1 ma, then he pula said let u rest on sun u don wan, ok lo off on other day...
then i c the date 4th of may o....
haha! really make me extremely happy d. i will off on sun o.... tht ppl havent go bk o....then i go around tell ppl that i will off on sun o....
also thanks to my father la.....
Hehe.....
i wan to tell him abt it but i feel that better dont. when he bk only tell him. hehe!!!
happy si wo....
oh ya, got 1 day i qi siao d. i told him tht i love him for 2 o 3 times. Haha! sure lam sei him....
