Speak out my Thoughts

Last night, after i have settle down i wanted to share my happiness with someone. but i knew that he was busy studying. i think and think about it. i don wan to distract him eh, but i really wan to share with him wor....
What to do?
so, we was sms-ing.
I sent bubble to him...
I acted very serious...

Ehem...
i have 1 question to ask u...
i need u to think it seriously...
...
...
can i call u?>


Haha! sure he laugh that time...

Then , i bought super saver bcoz if we talk for half an hour rm6 ler...
if super saver rm3 per hour.if talk half an hour also worth le...

So , i called we talk for 1 hour. then he called me abt another half an hour.
1st hour, we talk abt....
oh ya, his family knew that he wants to chase a girl and also know that which girl is it.
Wow, really made me shock!!!
Cant breath le...
But no need cpr...
Haha!
ok, he even told me that he want me to meet his parent, yi ma gu je, cousins....
i want to pengsan le.....
< happy that he said this coz this shows that he realy serious >
He never did this is b coz his ex stay in kedah...
which means this time i die le....
i stay in penang ler....
die le.....
Hope that nt so fast la ya....

he asked me nt to reject him str away when he propose wor....
coz is his 1st time propose face to face,
if i reject le o fool with him, his face will b come tomato
Haha!
Haha!
u c my personality ah....
sure will kacau him la....
haha! tht time my camera will b ready to take his tomato face...
Haha!
he also knew that i am so suei 1 la...
haha!
bo huat!

Then dono talk wat else le....

after finish 1 hour, he called back...
dono why somehow i was just in good mood,
i bla bla bla everything to him....
i told him that i was so shock that his opinion abt my make up on zy's bday celebration....
i told that i felt sth on that day but i ignore coz clhs student ler....
good student ler....
i am wat ler....
so i ignore lo..
Manatau after that we chat n chat in msn, then come to sms...
when he never realize that he start to crush on me, i already know le...
but then we never stop that, n continue....
after that crush b come like and .......slowly
That ppl hiao la, keep on come and keep hiong towards me....
then i cant help myself,
jiu fall in le.....
wan to pull also canot le....
< sure his tail qiao tht time >
Before i realize something, bee gaik told me that she thinks i like him d. but i ignore n say nt possible...
gou pan um hei...
manatau c, kong zong jor....

after that, my mum know that someone coming, she kept advise me nt to fall la, nt to on la, waste time, energy and money...sure break eh...
i ask my friends,
they scold me coz think too much...
u never give a chance to both of u, then pan4 si3 xing2 d...
dont have beginning mana ada process then mana ada end ler....

i told my cousin abt it...
she told me if his personality good, love you, treat u good then u also have same feelings towards him then start lo....

those senior citizen,
don waste time and energy la, sure break eh....
still young ko, after graduate only find also can...

sometimes, i think that whether he is the right one....
but this time i really fall le...
unlike my past, after together only start to fall....

Hw?

i even told him that i went to church on sat night. when came to worship, i kept sing and sing after that i felt that i wna to talk to god....

i told god that:
God, give me strength pls if i commit to this relationship...
i really like him, i cant help myself to get up d...
i want to commit with him.....
god, pls give me strength,
i really lost i dono whether i will accept him o nt...
i dono whether we will cross over this long distance o nt...
i really need your support...
n also my studies,
help me nt to let this interrupt my studies...


i told him that since he already has plan means he want to start with me no matter where will i go lo...
he said yes..
good! he said no matter where i go also long distance and if after 4 years he will b busy in hospital and that time might come bk when cny only also.

after he know my thoughts, i think he really satisfied lo, catch dao le lo...

i am sorry that i distract u from study.i don want to discuss all this at this time de coz u need to study ma....

after that, i sent 5 pages eh sms for him....
i dont really remember so much la, i had delete the msg also.
i remember i said sorry to him and don want to tell him nw n also never wan to to tell him coz i don wan him to catch my heart, once he know he will think that he get le... caught dao le....
then get easily...
as he said, boys wont appreciate if he get easily.


then he replied : < this i am sure to save it de >
ok, as i said, i never treat u as a disturbance 4 me. Serious. Not at all. Its nice to know wat u think also ma. When i really like u, i wont let u go away easily de. I will appreciate de.< i str away sent sms to shoot him. Haha! : i havent finish read but u really make me laugh. Haha! > Just want to tell u tat even i may look like immature o not serious sometime, but i really mind u d. Coz i love you. Just feel free to 2 find me when u nd my ear o shoulder. Late le, u also sleep le. Dun stay too late. Not good. Remember, u r not my obstacle at all ya. Sleep tide la. 1st time to type tis 3 words to u, i love you.Muak. 9z.


Manatau he replied bk :
Laugh laugh laugh! i serious u laugh! haiz.

Hehe....
i really know de la....

i reply him lo : < use his words. Haha! >
ok, even i m nt serious n laugh bt i understand de. even sometimes i look immature n nt serious also bt deep in my heart n mind, i really know de. < since he got 3 words, i also zheng2 gu2 him > 1st time, type ths 3 words...











i like u!

Haha! don wan s fast n s clear ko.






like that la, this is last night de story. Sorry if don un, coz have mandarin and cantonese eh...