mental abnormal

today i work evening shift at tesco.

i never sign at all until i give up d i got no mood to do sales then jz sit down.
very bad mood...
very sad...
very stress...
very weak...
feels like wan to cry...

but everything have to press it down....

wan to find someone and jz need the courage and console but i dare not disturb that someone coz nw we have to reconsider whether want to start our r/s o nt....
and since he was so confuse, so lost then nw is leng3 jing4 period, so i cant disturb even i feel that i really need.

so i recall abt bubble,
i called bubble.
luckily i left 1 bubble after i listen, i feel a little bit better only...

but better than nothing....


then suddenly got 1 customer come over and say he wan to sign up.

after sign up, i still abnormal so i ask the person who same shift with me not to talk to me coz i am abnormal....

and ask him to go bk 1st, i am ok at here.

after that, i slowly do my stuff, keep n done everything...

i feel like i wan to makan sonething...
go in tesco, bought fries < by right i cant eat it coz nt healthy, but still i take > and ice- cream.

i went to my motor and sit at there makan.

then i ride bk....