It's Great To Wait

I Wish I'd Waited
Now i understand why God wanted me to save myself for my wedding night. By Valerie Gotuva*


I couldn't look her in the eye. " Yes, of course his mom will be there," I said sarcastically. My mom questioned me like this all the time, and i deserved it. But i couldn't let her know that. I was going to my boyfriend Kevin's for dinner and a movie.

My Kevin. He played guitar in a band, he wrote poetry and he was incredibly sweet. He said he loved me, so i said i loved him too.

Mom drove me over to Kevin's, just to make sure his mom was there. She was. But that didn't really matter. I could make my own decisions. And i did....


What if?

Kevin drove me home that night. After he kissed me goodbye, I stepped inside and went upstairs. I looked at myself in the mirror, and i didn't like to look into my own eyes. I went into my room, trying not to look at my bookshelf where the words " Teen Study Bible" glared back at me accusingly. I lay in bed for hours, and I couldn't sleep.

All I, could think was, What if? What if i get pregnant?

I cried as I wrote in my journal, mapping out a plan in case I did get pregnant. Who would I tell first? Would I try to have an abortion? Would I stay in school? How would I ever be able to face Dad ( I remember we sang " Standing on the Promises" in front of the church a long time ago and I wore a blue dress ) ... or Mama ( we baked chocolate chip cookies almost every week that one summer ) ... or my brother ( I helped him build model rockets when we were little ) ?

" Oh Please, God," I prayed, "just let me not be pregnant. I'll stop doing this."

I didn't get pregnant. But i didn't stop, either.

Feeling Betrayed

Time passed, and little by little I became aggravated with Kevin. His friends kidded me about the physical side of our relationship; so much for his promised discretion.

He didn't know at a dance recital that meant a lot to me. I started feeling betrayed. I'd shared my bodywith him, my soul, and he didn't really care. It hurt a lot. I broke up with him after a six - month relationship.

A wall had been built, though, and it remained - between me and my parents, and , most importantly, between me and God. I went into another relationship, and again i went too far physically. I was addicted. It seemed like I was in an endless cycle, even after I broke up with my second boyfriend. Change seemed impossible.

A year later, I sat in church one Sunday, listening to something about parable of wheat and tares ( Matthew 13 : 24 - 30 ). tares are weeds that grow in fields. Tares look like wheat, but are not. That hit me. Even though I'd been in church my whole life and came from a Christian family, I realized I had no true faith.

And faith was what it was all about. Faith that Christ had died on the cross so I could be with him - so my sins, all of them, could be washed away. Faith was the answer.

So I prayed. I told God I knew I was a sinner, that the things I'd done were wrong. I asked him to forgive me an be the Lord of my life. At 17 years old, I got saved.

As I began studying the Bible, I found more and more instances where God's rules, and my parents' rules, weren't just stupid things that made no sense. They made perfect sense; they were there for a reason, to guide me on how to really be happy.

The Gift Of Mercy

I talked to my parents one night and told them the truth about the things I'd done. I cried. I asked their forgiveness.

My mom said she had known all along; she gave me a hug, and she cried as well. And I'll never forget my dad's face - so twisted full of pain. But as time's gone on, that face has softened; my dad loves me, and he forgiven me too.

Mercy is an incredible gift.

I struggle daily with guilt, and with feelings I wish I didn't have. I wonder if there's going to be a Christian man who will love me and marry me one day, even with the mistakes I've made. That's the worst fear of all.

And even though I know God has forgiven me, I struggle to forgive myself. Thoughts like that hurt. But I believe God has a plan for me. He will protect me and give me strength I need to live for him and to wait for marriage. I pray for it every day, and , day by day, his grace comes to help.

I'm waiting for marriage because I've known the pain that comes from disobedient to God. Sex outside of marriage isn't what he intended, and it causes feelings that cut deeply, to the very soul of a person.

I'm waiting because I know God has someone in mind for me as a partner one day, if it's his will that I should marry. I'm waiting because I want what I will share with that person to be special. And I'm waiting because I know that through God's strength, I can.

If you can relate to this story, it's good to know that through God's grace, you can experience " second - chance virginity. "

How To Develop A Very Strong, Intimate Relationship Probably?

Strengthening your self - concept by accepting the fact that you both have faults as well as virtues allows you to appreciate one another and verbally recognize one another's individual growth and development. Accepting who you are as God's creation allows you to be open and vulnerable with your partner.

Understanding the differences and similarities between your approaches to life allows you to anticipate and work through your problems.

Clarifying your expectation of yourselves, each other and the relationship gives you a chance to discard unrealistic fantasies and to help fulfill one another's needs.

Choosing and working toward goals in your relationship will bring the two of you closer together because you are investing in one another's lives.

Communicating openly and confronting one another in a loving manner builds the trust level as well as the degree of intimacy in your partnership.

Spending your time apart from one another in a constructive manner encourages a healthy level of independence in each individual so that while there is certain amount of interdependence in the relationship, the partners are not wholly dependent upon one another for everything.

Seeing one another in a variety of situations over a period of several months helps you get to know your partner.

Controlling the progression of the relationship allows the romantic fantasy to evaporate so that the relationship can be built on reality.

Limiting the amount of time spent alone together is an exercise in patience and discipline that will be helpful in the course of any long - term relationship.

Seeking counseling as a couple can help you anticipate and overcome most major hurdles you may encounter.



A solid friendship, a level of deep emotional intimacy, and a godly physical expression of your love for one another will developed.

Biblical Reasons To Wait For Marriage Before Having Sex

The Risk of Damaging Your Testimony As A Christian

While it is commonly known amongst Christians that Christians are expected to wait until marriage for sex, there is also this expectation for Christians from the non - Christian world. You have probably felt this pressure in your school when others say " Christians aren't suppose to do this or that." If you have sex before marriage then you may damage your ability to witness as a Christian amongst your peers. Some Christian teenagers think that their peers will not know about their sexual activities, but at most high school students know, gossip travels fast, and it is best ' to remain blameless.'

The Risk of Disobeying God

The True Love Waits organization tells us: " The Bible, time after time tells us to flee sexual sins. - 1 Corinthians 6 : 18

Why? Because it is a major strategy of the devil to sabotage God's work on Earth."

" It is God's will that you should be sanctified: that you should avoid sexual immorality " - 1 Thessalonians 4 : 3

While having sexual relations outside of marriage is not going to send you straight to hell, there is a risk of damaging your relationship with God. As Christians it is important to always strive to develop a growing relationship with God.

Don't you know that those who do wrong will have no share in the Kingdom of God? Don't fool yourselves. Those who indulge in sexual sin, who are idol worshipers, adulterers, male prostitutes, homosexuals, thieves, greedy people, drunkards, abusers, and swindlers - none of these will have a share in the Kingdom of God - l Corinthians 6 : 9 - 10

The Risk of Mistreating Opposite Sex

" Treat younger men as brothers, older women as mothers, and younger women as sisters, with absolute purity' - l Timothy 5 : 1 - 2

The Risk of Broken Relationship with God & Others

" Blessed are the pure in heart for they will see God " - Matthew 5 : 8

" If a man commits adultery with the wife of his neighbor, both the adulterer and the adulteress shall be put to death" - Lev 20 : 10; cf. 18 : 20; Deuteronomy 22 : 22-24

" If a man happens to meet in a town a virgin pledged to be married and he sleeps with her, you shall take both of them to the gate of that town and stone them to death.." - Deuteronomy 22 : 23 - 24

The Risk of Adultery

Since they are no longer two but one, let no one separate them, for God has joined them together - Matthew 19 : 6

The Risk of Defiling Marriage Relationship

Marriage should be honored by all, and the marriage bed kept pure, for God will judge the adulterer and all the sexually immoral - Hebrew 13 : 4

The Risk of Defiling Purity of Heart

The New Testament goes beyond the Old Testament by internalizing the whole sexuality of a person and placing it within the context of motivation. Jesus emphasized that to entertain lustful desires toward a person of the opposite sex outside marriage means to be guilty of adultery ( Matt 5 : 27 - 28 ). The reason for this is that defilement
comes not only from outward acts but also from inward thoughts, which in Biblical imagery derive from the heart : " Out of the heart come evil thoughts, murder, adultery, fornication, theft, false witness, slander. These are what defile a man " ( Matt 15 : 19 - 20 )

The Risk of Uncontrollable Passion

" For you know what instructions we gave you through the Lord Jesus. For this is the will of God, your sanctification ; that you abstain from unchastity ( sexual immorality ); that each of you know how to take a wife for himself in holiness and honor, not in the passion of lust like heaven who do not know God " - Thess 4 : 2 - 5

Risk of Temporary Sexual Relationships : Prostitution or Pre - marital Sex

Here Paul admonishes those who had sexual urges to satisfy them by entering not into temporary relationships " in the passion of lust like the heathen who do not know God," but into permanent marital relationships. Such relationships are to be characterized by " holiness and honor. " Paul is most explicit in his condemnation of prostitution.

" Do you now know that he who joins himself to a prostitute becomes one body with her? For, as it is written, ' The two shall become one flesh.' But he who is unified to the Lord becomes one spirit with Him. Shun immorality. Every other sin which a man commits is outside the body; but the immoral man sins against his own body. Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, which you have from God? You are not your own; you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body " 1 Cor. 6 : 16 - 20

Risk of Unnecessary Soul Ties & Lost of Intimate Bond

In this passage, Paul helps us to see why the Bible strongly condemns sex outside marriage. Sex represents the most intimate of all the interpersonal relationships, expressing a " one - flesh " unity of total commitment. Such a unity of commitment cannot be expressed or experienced in a casual sexual union with a prostitute where the concern is purely commercial and recreational. The only oneness experienced in such sexual unions is the oneness of sexual immorality. Sexual immorality is serious because it affects the individual more deeply and permanently than any other sin. Paul describes it as a sin committed inside the body: " Every other sin which a man commits is outside the body; but the immoral man sins against his own body " 1 Cor. 6 : 18

It might be objected that all sins of sensuality such as gluttony or drunkenness affect a person inside the body. Yet they do not have the same permanent effect on the personality as the sin of fornication. Indulgence in eating or drinking can be overcome, stolen goods can be returned, lies can be retracted and replaced by the truth. But the sexual act, once committed with another person, cannot be undone. A radical change has taken place in the interpersonal relationship of the couple involved that can never be undone. Something indelible has stamped on them both forever. Even with a prostitute, sexual union leaves its permanent mark. It is a spot in the consciousness that cannot be removed. " The immoral man sins against his own body. "

Risk of Sex Without Commitment

" For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife and the two will become one flesh " - Ephesians 5 : 31

Risk of Sex Without Intimacy

" Do you not know that he who unites himself with a prostitute is one with her in body? " - l Corinthians 6 : 16

" For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife and the two will become one flesh " - Ephesians 5 : 31

How To Live Your Relationship Right?

Because developing an intimate relationship with a member of the opposite sex is of the more exciting and satisfying experiences in life, it is sometimes difficult to spread the intimacy - building activities over a sufficiently long period of time for the relationship to develop real depth. There is a temptation to rush into commitment, to speed up the progression, and to spend as much time together as possible right away.
There are 3 type of progression :

A Natural Progression
Janet and Matt started dating in January and by March had decided to become more than intimate friends. Although their time alone together accumulated only slightly faster than the correct time, they did cross over into a sexual relationship about a month prior to getting married.

A Sensual Progression
Dinah and Nathan's relationship started out much like Janet and Matt's, except that after three month of dating they significantly increased the time they spent alone together. They started heavy petting shortly after their fifth month of dating. For about a week, they tried to let things cool off; but because they continued spending long evenings together, they soon not only went to bed together but began sleeping together regularly.

A Lustful Progression
Sharri and William started dating, went to bed, and moved in together within five weeks after having met. They actually knew very little about one another and hadn't had time to build much of relationship. Theirs was merely a convenient union based on physical attraction and emotional excitement, rather than a permanent commitment based on friendship.

"So What's The Problem?


Problems With Natural and Sensual Progression

^^ Because these two types of relationships move quickly from the casual stage of friendship to physical and emotional intimacy, there is a strong possibility that the skills required for maintaining intimacy at each level were not fully developed. Yet these are the very skills that become the most significant in a lifelong marriage. Getting married without these skills is a little like attempting to climb Mt. Everest after taking only one weekend course in mountain climbing!

^^ A second problems is that relationship need to be developed over a sufficient period of time for the romantic fantasy to give away to a joyous reality.

^^ A third problem is that, although developing sexual intimacy is more fun and less work than developing intimacy at the emotional, physical and friendship levels, sex without intimacy at those levels is not truly intimate.

^^ Exercise : The question is how far will you go, and when do you choose to get out of the relationship rather than get to 10? Be honest about the physical part of the relationship.

1. Look
2. Touch
3. Lightly holding hands
4. Constantly holding hands
5. Light kiss
6. Strong kiss
7. French kiss
8. Fondling breasts
9. Fondling sexual organs
10. Sexual intercourse

GOING BEYOND 7 prior to marriage will damage your spiritual lives and your moral characters.


Problems With A Lustful Progression


^^ First, the problems already mentioned are magnified. For example, instead of the relational skills just being underdeveloped, they probably do not even exist.

^^ Second, should the couple decide to back off from their sexual relationship, they would most likely return to the level of mere acquaintances because the friendship level was never developed.

^^ A third problem is that people tend to develop new relationship based on prior experiences. Consequently, those whose patterns have been to become sexually intimate quickly will tend to repeat those patterns over and over, getting involve with one partner after another.

^^ So, the underlying problem with all three of the less - than ideal progressions illustrated is that the end goal - a strong, lasting relationship - becomes less and less of a real possibility because the initial structure is weak. True friendship is the safety net under a marriage.

What Does God Say?

God's principles for moral purity are clearly outlined in His Word.

He designed the human body, including our sexual desires and functions ( Ps. 139: 13-17 )

Sexual intimacy is to be a part of the husband - wife relationship. Hebrews 13:4 reads, : Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the marriage bed kept pure; for fornicators and adulterers God will judge".

Sexual intimacy outside of marriage is expressly forbidden. In fact, the Scriptures teach that those wjo continue to practice such things are excluded from the kingdom of God ( Cor. 5:9-13; 6:13-20; Eph. 5:3; Thess. 4:3 )

What Does The Bible Say?

Against this confused background, the Bible speaks clearly and incisively. It does not set out to answer the specific questions some Christians ask. You will no where find a verse which says, for example: ' You may kiss for six seconds but not for six minutes.' But what the Bible does give is guidelines - principles on which each Christian must build his or her behavior patterns.

Live in obedience to Jesus
Live in the presence of Jesus
Bring the will into alignment with God's
Seek God's transforming power
Watching our thinking : How to control thought life
- You may not able to stop lustful thoughts coming into your mind but you can refuse them permission to take up residence there
- Bear in mind Paul's teaching : ' whatever is true.... Whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable.... think about such things ( Philippians 4:8 )
- Recognize at what time of day and where lustful thoughts most frequently plague you
- Ask God to give you the mentality which can look at a pretty girl or an attractive man with appreciation
- Open yourself to a touch of the grace of God
- Refuse to believe the lie of the evil one
- Remember that your body and mind are temples of the Holy Spirit
Avoid tempting situations
Keep in touch with others
Be wise stewards of your sexuality
Refuse to be conditioned by our culture
Remember the real reason for radical relationships is to promote each other's growth.

How Far Can We Go In Physical Relationship?

Clearly, sexual intercourse is ' out '. But what about petting? Or Holding hands? Where do we draw the line? The Bible does not address itself to these specific questions. But it does give clear principles.

We must use our human reason as we work out what that means. Four key questions help us to do this:

Is this practice dangerous in any way?
Is it truly loving?
How does it affect us spiritually?
Is it natural?

Scale of touch

Genital Intercourse
Oral Sex
Mutual Masturbation
Heavy Petting
Petting
Prolonged Kissing
Kissing
Cuddling
Embracing
Holding hands

Genital Intercourse
We know that genital intercourse is not good but still have the people who practice it. We have already observed that the Bible's teaching on the context of sexual intercourse implies that Bible - observing Christians will draw the line below genital intercourse. That is, they will exclude it from their pre - marital experience. Thus the position is clear, though perhaps not welcomed to those who wish the Bible was not so definite. But what about the rest of the scale?

Oral Sex
Technically, oral sex is not full intercourse. Even though both partners may be brought to a climax, virginity is not lost. Is it then permissible or not?
Many people practice this because they no need to scare of any bad consequences like pregnant or AIDS, and at the same time they will feel good and reach the climax which they wants.

Mutual Masturbation
It often happens that two people who love each other agree to abstain from full genital intercourse, but, while with holding the final act, the penetration of the vagina by the penis, they stimulate one another's sex organs with the hands until each partner is brought to full orgasmic experience.

Heavy Petting
By heavy petting, I mean the practice of slipping your hands inside a girl's dress to fondle her breasts; or undoing the zip of your boyfriend's trousers to fondle his genitals; or stroking your girlfriend's thigh or genitalia. Heavy petting includes lying together in a state of undress from the waist upwards or fully naked; lying side by side or on top of one another.

Petting
By petting I mean fondling one another's breasts and genitals outside the clothes. I also mean any form of lying together. Included in petting comes prolonged kissing: any kiss which is more than a leisurely peck and particularly any kiss which involves that highly sensitive organ, the tongue.

In April 1986, Buzz magazine commissioned a nationwide survey on Christians' attitudes to sex. Over 2000 readers returned a full and frank questionnaire. A fifth of these were married. Asked what advice these Christian married couples would give to courting couples; nine couples out of ten said:

DON'T HAVE INTERCOURSE BEFORE MARRIAGE
DON'T GET INVOLVED IN HEAVY PETTING EITHER

In many ways, these married couples seem to have been preaching to the converted. 99% of single Christians admitted that they wanted to wait until marriage for sex and two thirds also wanted to save heavy petting until their wedding night. Suddenly, it seems ' No' has become a fashionable word.

Pre - Marital Sex And Consequences

What is the consequences of having pre - marital sex?

Physical Risk :
** Disease
< AIDS!!!!! >
** Pregnancy
** Increased incidence of cervical cancer
** Risk associated with use of contraceptives

Psychological Effect :
** Guilt & doubt
** Fear & disappointment
** Self - hatred
< Hate ourself for being so stupid to give the one who do not deserve to have it,
Hate ourself that we being not sincere to our future life partner >
** The pain of being exploited

Emotional Risk :
** Stunted growth in personal identity & social relationship
** Being fooled into marrying the wrong person
** Hanging on to a relationship to " save face".
< Damn stupid to think that >
** Using sex to avoid ( rather than to express ) intimacy.

Abstinence has immediate benefits for teens :
** Freedom to mature, develop confidence and grow in character
** Freedom to make and follow career plans
** Higher self - esteem; more respect for others
** Freedom to develop friendship

Dating has several purposes. It helps to :
** Get to know ourselves and others better
** Develop good social relationship and communication skills
** Learn responsibility and respect
** Choose a marriage partner more wisely

Why People Urge To Merge?

A. Physical Reasons :

1. Early Dating Statistics
< Early dating then will talk about sex between the couples and because they are immature and wanted to try.....
Here are the survey that 91% of age 12 has sex when they date; 56% of age 13; 53%of age 14; 14%of age15; 20%of age16; 17% has sex before graduate >
2. It feels good
< Feeling good when reach climax >
3. It provides a thrill

B. Environmental Reasons :

1. Lack of moral standards
2. Lack of information about sex
< It is better if we understand clearly about sex >
3. Broken home
4. Peer pressure
5. Media
< Media expose it and we misuse it. So sad! >
6. Alcohol & drugs
a. Consumption limits your freedom
b. You lose the ability to make rational decisions
< Alcohol kills! >
7. Easy access to birth control
< We have many ways to avoid pregnant and we misuse it >
8. Lack of clear and strong male role model
9. Early puberty
10. Great love myth
< Feeling of very loving, thoughts of forever, but who knows what will happen in the future? >
11. Today is all there is !
< People are open - minded! thoughts of what if my future life partner have sex before, so should be fair what! >

C. Psychological Reasons:

1. Search for identity
2. Preparation for marriage
< Why should we prepare? Your future life partner would laugh at you if you act silly about it >
3. It is all right during engagement
4. I owe it to him
< Stupid! You live for yourself! Not other people! >
5. Proves you are an adult- maturity
< To have sex is mature? Mature is about thinking, ok.... >
6. Curiosity
7. Skepticism about commitment

D. Emotional Reasons :

1. Loneliness
2. Pressure from boyfriend or girlfriend
< Pressure from them? Without sex will break off? then break up la, so what! God will not give us the partner who order us to do this >
3. Rebellion

E. Spiritual Reasons:
1. Negative perception of God - Broken image of a father
2. Lack of spiritual view of sex

Thoughts About Sex & Impact On Young People

How is it that people think about sex? How do they feel?

" I had intercourse even though I didn't want to. I was madly in love with the guy and one night he told me if I ever wanted to see him again. I'd have to have sex with him. I didn't want to lose him, so i did it. God! I hated myself and him afterward. I don't see him anymore. Sex isn't a toy, it should be something special." By Sherrie, 17

" I often go out to a bar I like, out of loneliness. I want some warm, loving company. When I pick up a man, though and make love with him, the opposite happens. I feel more lonely than before. " By Seattle College Student

" Sex...... is the only way many people know how to be intimate. " By Dr. Gabriel Brown, The New Celibacy


" Sexual activity is heightened in mid - adolescence ( 14 - 15 years ); it is also at this period that there is a " testing of the ability to attract the opposite sex. " By Dr. Ismail Mohd, National Population and Family Development Board. ( Malaysia )

Which Stage Of Sex Intercourse?

Most people in this world or maybe teenager don't know the difference between love and lust. They don't know whether they are really in love or simply satisfying their own physical desires. That's when they become susceptible to immorality. They give when the external and internal pressure gets too heavy.

When they give in, the effects of impurity devastate them. This list provides only a few of the ways they can hurt themselves :

~ Loss of virginity
~ Guilt and fear
~ Bad memories and flashbacks
~ Hurt parents
~ Unwanted pregnancy
~ Illegitimate child
~ Forced marriage
~ Sexually transmitted disease
~ Self - hatred
~ Spiritual bondage
~ Possible abortion

Survey From A Church :

#43% of church youth have had sexual intercourse
#39% see fondling breasts as acceptable
#32% see fondling genitals as acceptable
#65% have had some type of sexual contact from fondling breasts to intercourse
#29% more would have sex if they knew they would not get pregnant
#38% receive knowledge about sex from friends, 27% from movies, 23% from parents, 22% from tv, 13% from the Bible and 7% from the church.

《我只想要 All I Want - 7朵花》

王子变青蛙电视原声带
我只想要 All I Want （插曲）
唱：7F
曲：James Chu | 词：柯呈雄

怎么说忘就忘记 这甜蜜的过去
被思念包着厚厚的糖衣
不想再为了你伤心 这最冷的夏季
慢慢地 慢慢结成冰
承诺变悲哀 悲哀因我被爱
悲哀是因为你不在
我好想抱着你诉苦 却显得好无助
无助的让人想痛哭

我只想要 和你在一起
朝着幸福走去
像恋人般的简单甜蜜
我只想要 和你不分离
怎么轻易放弃
说你忘记

我想这一定是报应 都怪我太贪心
才让你头也不回的离去
黄色丝巾是想念 在树上被风吹
孤单的 孤单一个人无法沉睡
承诺变悲哀 悲哀因我被爱
悲哀是因为你不在
我好想抱着你诉苦 却显得好无助
无助的让人想痛哭

我只想要 和你在一起
朝着幸福走去
像恋人般的简单甜蜜
我只想要 和你不分离
怎么轻易放弃
说你忘记

爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎
我不再相信你
却又慢慢想起你


I love this song very much, i hope u guyz also will love it....
hehe......

**Leaving**

This Monday, my ex bf go to Ipoh study Poli already and his birthday is on next Monday so i bought a birthday present and wrote birthday card for him. I asked him out but he refuse too. Before i sms him, already know that he will say : Dont want la, today i need to sleep early. Because every time also like that, whenever i ask him out wit me, he refuse to do. i have no choice, i called his friend to help me....... unfortunately he know my style also, so he never come out and i never get to meet him before he go to ipoh.
Why are you so cruel to me?!!!!!
Why don't you think about my thought and feel when you refuse to see me?!!!!!
Is it that after you see me, you might die instantly?!!!

Anyway, i met his friend and we chat for more than 1 hours like couldn't stop but we have to because its too late and he has to pass the stuff to him. After back home, i wait for the time and i ask his friend what he said while he receive..... Feel sad when hear about his response.... But i can take it.....

ok la, no matter what, i hope that you will love the present that i gave you........
Wish you good luck!
All the best for you at there!
I'm gonna miss you!
Take good care of yourself!
God will bless you all the time............
Goodnight!
Sweet dreams!

My Dream Mobile Phone!!!!

I hope that i can get it very soon. The price now is RM1538 so far is the lowest price for zitron. I know that i only can get it by next year but also pray that the day will come very soon. The phone is so nice. Haha!

You guyz do pray for me leh........

Thank you!

New Life!!!

After this, I should be more confident and cherish about my life and be a better person. Human sometimes can be very lazy which means I am the one who include about this. So in order to succeed we need encourage and motivation from the people among themself.

Actually I also do not know what I am talking or crapping about. Haha!

No matter what happen,!
I am who i am!
I have to do something for myself!
Forget about past and start a new life!
We don't care about past or future but now!
Appreciate what we have now!
Be Cherish!
Be Charmed!
Be Positive!
Be Energetic!
Be Happy!
Stay Cool!

Father, I pray that I will have a better life or great life in all ways....
I will succeed in my career and education...
I will found my true love that very love me or love each other....
Care much about me, protect me from any danger or evil, talk with me, when I need him, he will be there for me, a good listener for me, give advice when I need....
Also good in education, noneed to high, better than me, ok already. Have both car and motorcycle.... Better is car.... haha!
I hope that I will found him one day!

I want to marry a rich guy!
haha!
Just kidding!
But if this can come true, I do hope for it!

ok la....
have to sleep already!

goodnight, father!
sweet dreams, father < Father, I hope that I won't dream tonight I need to have a good night sleep >

Father, I pray that all of my friend will be great! Tomorrow will be a better day or a great day! I also pray that Zhi Yan will have a strong body and his flu will get very well. I also pray that our VOICE cg will be back very soon so that I can attend it. I pray that my family will be fine, happy and healthy! I also pray that all of my friends will be happy, healthy and peace. Thank you, Father!

I Pray in Jesus Name, AMEN!

**FarAwaY**

Still have 7 days, my ex boy gonna leave Penang and go to Ipoh study Politeknik already. I am going to miss him very much.
My boyboy, i know that i had chose to leave you so this is the end. i knew that i have you is my happiness, you had protect me from evil and danger, love me very very much as it is like a diamond. whenever i need you, you will be there for me. I really love you. if not because of my rush then we won't end up like this.But after that i begged to be together back, you rejected me. i knew that you still love me, but why you choose to let me go? Stay faraway is not the excuses or reason that will make us apart. Now this is the end, regret also not use already. just hope that we will continue our life and live happily ever after.

" I am gonna miss you "

I wish to see you before you go there, can i? just wish that you will have a better life there. Besides that, do your best in politeknik ya.

Wonder how my heart will feel when i see you again? Wonder how my heart will feel when i see you have a new partner? Wonder how is our feeling towards each other?

Its ok d la, i pray that God will be with you no matter where you are, what will happen to you, and how you live. All the best for you, hope that all your dreams come true and do great in your life!

i think i have to sleep already la....
Goodnight, boyboy..... ( i know that i cant call that but is like a habit after long time will change i think )
Sweet dreams!
Do take care of yourself well as you are all alone there!
God Bless You.... < i know you are a strong Buddhist but i also pray that my God will bless you >

Good bye, boyboy!