Meet him bk

jz nw went to facial n saw him...

b4 i reach there, i felt that i don wan to go...
i don wan to face him...

i scare sth bad will happen...

but at the same time, i really miss him very much...


when i reach there... i saw him...

i speechless... i jz look at him...(luckily he is doing mask)
my consultant n him really not used to silence...
whenever i never talk then they will feel weird...
so do him...
he always nt used to it...

then they asked me to talk...
but i really got nth to talk ma...
then i jz keep on look at him...

try to imagine la...
last time u was very close to a person... then one day, he told u that the best is try nt to contact him coz his gf don like...
so whenever u miss him then u will jz miss him n wan to contact him also don dare... scare will give him trouble...
b4 that, had a msg from his number asking who m i...

i knew that he wont do this kind of thing...
so in order nt to trouble him, then better don reply...
if he wan to contact, he will find a way..

then we lost contact for 10 months d...n finally meet bk...
when i saw him, only have a feeling of very very miss him... n i finally meet him bk...
he is jz in front of me...
a lot of thing to tell him, but dono start from where, also dono wat to do...
so jz look at him... c whether he change much o nt....

and after that, ur 1st word is :" u getting fat d!!!!"
hahahahaha... my open speech mostly is perli ppl 1...
i dono hw to use other method to say d...
i am like, i miss u but i don wan to let u knw directly...

after chat for sometimes, i still feel that we r nt like last time d...
but i massage for him la... then got a feeling of wan to fool him but feel like nt right and don dare...
 i used to kacau him de...

eventhough a bit kaku, i knw that if we continue contact, then we will b like last time 1...

i really miss him a lot...
he is always at the same place in my heart...
nobody can replace him...