consequences of never study

today was normal mood while going to college...

when i enter class, and my friend told me abt my carry marks...

my mood start to go down d... deep down...

my macro carry marks only 35!!!!

highest is 37, one of my friend...
and few friends 36...
few friends 35 too...

my assignment is nt the highest marks...
only 48!!!

highest is 49, one my friends group!!!

i am so sad...
sad that i lose 2 marks...
and asm too...

this is the only subject that i can be top for carry marks...
now no more...
haiz!

y!!!!!!

i was so silent in class... friend bside me tried to cheer me up by doing sth stupid...
but i don even bother...
really no mood to talk
my si fu asked me y am i so silent, i jz gave him a fake smile...

really geram myself... y the marks like that!!!

look at my quiz's result, only 25/30
lost 3 marks due to careless...
more geram!

y am i so careless!!!!
y i don wan to study more detail?
then i wont be careless!!!

if i never careless whenever have test...
my carry marks will be 38 o 39 d!!!!
y?!!!!

i was so geram until i cant concentrate!!!
sad also...
n was going to cry but...
my skill is good de...
thought of so many ppl, then no more d...

but still super super sad...

after macro class, i had summative test...
i never study too...
coz last night only i knw that today have test...
and i was so tired to study... n slept...
so jz faster review b4 it start...

same cannt concentrate... need to go out n free my mind for jz 2 hours...
luckily i can....

but nw i am still sad!!!

i saw my friends go to find lecturer and ask abt their asm, i also follow...
to ask where is my 2 marks? anything that i never include?

after checked, lecturer realize that she missed out 1 point... she wanted to add...
but she said she cant give full marks...
so she will consider...
hope that she really give me full marks and at least i can add 1 more mark...
then i wont lose to so many ppl le...
n make it 36...
but still cant help....

kathy!!!! don repeat the same mistake for the following sem le!!!
always be careful and study!!!
otherwise ur result will drop!!!!
n cant b toip too!!!
y lazy n don wan to study for test ler?
y have time also don wna to study ler...
c!!! nw nt the highest d, then u geram and sad!!!!
so memalukan!!!
last sem u had the highest carry marks for 2 subject...
this sem no more....
memalukan saja!!!

carry marks so low hw to get distinction!!!!
mz really study n study !!!!
no more chance for u d!!!!
mz always work hard!!!

u left final!!! so pls! pls study more!!!!