The truth has revealed... Pathetic...

really pathetic...

tonight i chat with zhen ying...
then talk abt a lot of things in college...
actually in college, we usually don talk...

mb is me only... :(

ok, as we were chatting...
then chat abt who don like who...
so i jz ask her...
is it that all chinese girls in my class don like me...
then she jz tell me everything...
coz i wna to knw...
and really wna to knw...


1st, misunderstand

this happen bcoz my organizational behaviour ( OB ) assignment

our assignment posted on cny break...
need 6 - 8 ppl...
my gang 4 girls...
so another gang of guys asked us to join them...
so i asked my gang lo...
then they never give me answer and misunderstand me...
bcoz of 1 girl of my gang thought that i always wan to join guys and don wan them...
i admit this is my communication problem lo...
pathetic... :(

~JeNn-iNk~ says:
they lik dun lik u coz u oways join guys lo
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
lik i mention juz now
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
ob group
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
accordings to swee hun
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
u join them wan
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
then dunno y u go tell them dat u join vyn zen they all
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
they cum ask us join them
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
li wei said ok de
*unicef Kathy says:
ooooooo
*unicef Kathy says:
she misunderstood my meaning d
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
den inform me after they attend eng3 cls
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
i said ok lo
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
den after dat dunno y vyn zen go ask issac join them
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
so u dun hav group
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
go find bac them
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
so they ma angry lo
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
dat wat i noe la
*unicef Kathy says:
they got me wrong le
*unicef Kathy says:
at 1st
*unicef Kathy says:
when the asm posted
*unicef Kathy says:
vyn zen me to join them d
*unicef Kathy says:
he expect 4 of us join them
*unicef Kathy says:
make it 8
*unicef Kathy says:
a group
*unicef Kathy says:
so i asked 3 of them lo
*unicef Kathy says:
but they said c 1st
*unicef Kathy says:
so nvm lo
*unicef Kathy says:
then when ob
*unicef Kathy says:
they still don wan to give me answer
*unicef Kathy says:
i thought they don wan
*unicef Kathy says:
but i still think of make it 8
*unicef Kathy says:
this is y at 1st when eddie announce
*unicef Kathy says:
you wei wan 8 ppl
*unicef Kathy says:
so after tht i also uncertain
*unicef Kathy says:
after tht i only knw tht 3 of them join u
*unicef Kathy says:
when i knw abt this
*unicef Kathy says:
i was like
*unicef Kathy says:
dono wat to do
*unicef Kathy says:
i assume that they don like and wna to exclude me
*unicef Kathy says:
so i jz act like nth
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
lik dat mayb they misunderstand ur meaning lo
*unicef Kathy says:
of coz
*unicef Kathy says:
this is also communication problem
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
hmm


2nd, i admit i really didn't noticed abt this mistake...
which is teach ppl... i really don mean it de... i am nt wan to perli ppl...
pathetic... :(

~JeNn-iNk~ says:
wen ppl ask u ques
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
i mean u noe how to do
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
ppl dunno
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
i noe u'll teach them de
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
but pls dun said smtg lik
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
eh, dis ques easy
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
u dunno do meh
*unicef Kathy says:
aiyo
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
coz dis things ppl dun lik de
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
think dat u jiao ao la
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
dis i heard b4 last time
*unicef Kathy says:
this 1 i bo realise tiok
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
hmm
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
sumtimes a small things
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
even wen u communicate wif ppl
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
a small mistakes oso can make ppl dun lik u
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
n especially those word dat show them they bo clever or wat
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
they can dun lik ur whole things coz of one things
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
try learn from mistakes


3rd, no temper also is my fault... good temper is mistake...
pathetic... :(

~JeNn-iNk~ says:
gd things can r
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
hehe
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
got one things i really pei fu u de
*unicef Kathy says:
y?
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
y u noe so many ppl dun lik u la
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
u still can act lik ntgs happen
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
wont u feel down
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
sad
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
n y ppl talk loud to u
*unicef Kathy says:
i tried to ask sk abt me de
*unicef Kathy says:
but she said nth
*unicef Kathy says:
nt weird
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
u still can smile wen talk wif them?
*unicef Kathy says:
so i also dono...
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
hmm
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
sk not dare tell u de la
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
c
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
i noe u so many yrs d
*unicef Kathy says:
i asked her d, its ok jz tell
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
dis is d 1st time u cum ask me
*unicef Kathy says:
haha
*unicef Kathy says:
actually abt ppl don like n i act like nth ler
*unicef Kathy says:
is i cant change anything
*unicef Kathy says:
i sad o down also nobody knw
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
ya i noe
*unicef Kathy says:
coz i don show
*unicef Kathy says:
then when ppl talk loud to me ler
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
smtimes can put down ur mask n try show everythings
*unicef Kathy says:
nan2 dao4 u wna to angry of them?
*unicef Kathy says:
usually i don de
*unicef Kathy says:
haha
*unicef Kathy says:
i dono y
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
its better den u keep everythings
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
u hav ur rite 2 angry de
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
y u dun wan?
*unicef Kathy says:
i dono ler
*unicef Kathy says:
i m nt tht emotional gua
*unicef Kathy says:
and also angry will hav zou4 wen2 de
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
i oso try angry de ma
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
zou wen pula
*unicef Kathy says:
i feel tht angry ler, ppl will beh syok u lo
*unicef Kathy says:
like tht angry d
*unicef Kathy says:
n also usually i don angrry de la
*unicef Kathy says:
very hard to make me angry de
*unicef Kathy says:
btw, got ppl talk loud to me meh?
*unicef Kathy says:
y i dono eh?
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
u r!!!
*unicef Kathy says:
i really dono
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
got ppl talk loud to u u oso dunno
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
feel it la
*unicef Kathy says:
mb for me is nt loud lo
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
they will not shout at u but mayb loud nia
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
try to feel it la


4rd, study and try to concentrate in class... bcoz of academic make me away from girls...
asked me to join girls... but when i join, they think that i interrupt them when they talk...
pathetic... :(


*unicef Kathy says:
abt join guys, basically bside me de is guys ler
*unicef Kathy says:
cant really say tht i always join guys lo
*unicef Kathy says:
in class, i really wan to sit with u all
*unicef Kathy says:
but i knw tht if i sit with u all
*unicef Kathy says:
will distract me
*unicef Kathy says:
i will nt concentrate de
*unicef Kathy says:
for myacademic, i have to do that
*unicef Kathy says:
ask them to sit front row they don wan de... so i jz sit in front lo
*unicef Kathy says:
front row is guys ma
*unicef Kathy says:
automatically will with them lo
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
hmm
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
dis i noe la
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
but try to join girls lo
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
i noe is difficult for u now 2 join in
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
nvm
~JeNn-iNk~ says:
time will make u comfortable
*unicef Kathy says:
i also wan a
*unicef Kathy says:
u c la
*unicef Kathy says:
in class i cant join
*unicef Kathy says:
after class all go bk
*unicef Kathy says:
hw to join ler
*unicef Kathy says:
only go to find u all when break
*unicef Kathy says:
but then i interrupt u guys
*unicef Kathy says:
so i also dono wan to get in from where


my life really pitiful... :( shd say is my college life is pitiful... :(


i told kelvin abt this... coz last time i told him that i got isolated by girls...
last time i also told ming wah abt this... she told me the reason lo...
this time, kelvin said the same thing as ming wah said...haha!

ka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
i know smbdy dun like me
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
but thy dun show anythg
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
i oso wont show anythg
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
once they reli show like saying sth insult me
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
then only i fight back
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
cz if u show ur dark face to ppl 1st
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
mean that u r d bad guy d
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
why make urself become d bad guy 1st?
*unicef Kathy says:
yalo
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
u not beh syeok them wat
*unicef Kathy says:
yalo
*unicef Kathy says:
in fact i really bo beh syok them lo
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
thy juz anyhow find reason to dislike u
*unicef Kathy says:
yalo!!!
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
if they reli dislike u
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
wat reason oso can be used
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
dun mind about that
*unicef Kathy says:
this is wat ming wah said to me also
*unicef Kathy says:
biological
*unicef Kathy says:
no reason
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
thy zi bei mah
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
coz u better than them
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
ppl facing someone better than them sure got somekind of 防备心
*unicef Kathy says:
haha
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
加羡慕
*nafka yiung@ntu---evil的quantum physics... says:
no choice d
*unicef Kathy says:
y u n ming wah say the same thing de
*unicef Kathy says:
haha
*unicef Kathy says:
both of u really matched