Jealous Of Brother

my brother hior, went to kl d...
today is the 2nd day...
still have 3 days more...

my mum keep ask me to sms my bro ask him hw is him la...
then dono wat my brother doing tiao la...
night time scare he might get cold la...

then dono will b clumsy bo la...
dono my brother knw hw to buy clothes bo la...

all of these a...
make me jealous nia...
really de...

i wonder my mom will also be like tht when i went to trip...

then hior, i really jealous hior...

i jz told my mum, i was wondering that whether she will b like tht when i go for trip...

then she knew tht i am jealous...

she said because she has no worry abt me...
i knw hw to take care of myself...
nt tht blur...

i remembered when the 1st time i went for trip...
i was worry abt transport...
then she said, u wan to go eh so u have to find transport by urself...

nw ler, my bro aboi worry then she ask my bro abt transport...
haiz...

sometimes i think tht y don i be weak a bit...
then i will have the attention of others...

even guys, when they c tiok those girls that weak,
then they will have the feeling of wan to protect them...

even in the movie hior, guys will choose to b with weak de girl and said, tht girl need him more than the other girl that is strong de( knw hw to handle problems and also take care of themself )
...


sometimes i also think that bcoz i am strong then nobody will dare to get near me...
sometimes i also wish to have attention de...

but no matter hw, i will choose to be strong...
bcoz i don wan to let ppl worry abt me...
even i hope tht they will...
jz nt to burden them lo...
:)

but i am still jealous of my bro la...
swt...