bu4 xiang3 hui2 jia1 de1 xiao3 hai2

i m so tired right now....

i don even wna to blog....

very moody today...

also sad....

last night quarrel with father very hiong....

he never listen....

everything also consider that he is right,
others is wrong

i really beh tong him.....

at 1st i don even wan to bother him but then my patient has limit...

so i fight bk my rights!!!!

this is wat libra de horoscope...
always find fairness...
very zheng4 yi4

but after sometimes, i felt tht no point to make him clear....
no point to let him know.....

i quit, i don wnato waste my energy to talk with a mad dog....

he kept make me feels like i am very bu4 xiao4
i hate this feeling.....

everyday also kacua me, y is he wan to communicate with me like this?
i really get tired of this kind of communication....

everyday have to small scold him once .....
few days have to quarrel once....

some times wat he did really very wu liao...
wu liao until i beh tong....

recently his hormone imbalance, then everyday also wan to mumble o find sth to scold....

i was fed up abt it d.....
after last night de quarrel, i feel tht i don wna to face him tht much....
i don wan to let him to c my face...
i don wnato hear all those noisy sounds....
so i decide to let go my drama, and go bk late then jz bk to bath n arrange my stuff then jz sleep.....

actually my reason to leave penang and study outstation.....
majority is because of him....

i felt hurt to quarrel with him....
but y he don understand?
y don he has another way to communicate with me?
i am really tired d...
i know this is nt the 1st time i have been complaining.....


i cried badly last night....
but no ones know....
in my family...

i lost the battle d, coz i cried....
haiz.....
anyway, i am really sad............
even thought of go to my friend's house overnight for 1 o 2 days.....
but i never do it coz i cannot like tht.....

i felt that i am wen4 ti2 shao4 nv3......
like so troublesome.....
everytime also have problems....
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