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i feel very annoying. I wanted to be alone but my father don't let me to do that. He kept on open my door. I really feel that I want to cry too. He is very annoying. <> But when we need to be alone and cool down and settle our thing. I know that they worry about me. But can't I just have my own time?
Everytime after I finish tuition, I will just sit there and talk with my sir. We have alot of thing to talk and also we trust each other. So we will talk for 1 or 2 hour, or sometimes even 3 hours. Its already normal. But do not know what he think, maybe he jealous my relationship with sir is more intimate and everytime I have problem that I can't solve, I sure find him to talk then I am free from problem.
I do not know why my father always want to find problem with me. Everyday also want to quarrel with me. Everytime he back, he will find something to scold or make noise. Ok, like I always said everytime he come back, he will 'gatal' if I did not scold him. I really don't want to scold him. I felt that I don't have much energy to talk with him because if you talk with him, he will just scold you or what he say is just crap. Why he don't understand me and want to find problem with me? If you say is communicate. Then why should the communicate start with quarrel? I really do not know.
Wow.... after blog, I felt much more free, not so annoy already.
Thank you.....