ThOuGhT

These few days, I was thinking whether I like somebody else. I was struggling, I do not know what I should do. I do not know whether he like me or not. Sometimes, I think that he is , but sometimes I think that he is not. I just do not know which one is it.....Maybe somedays I should go in front of him or signal him that I like him. Maybe we can go on. But now I already clear my mind. I decided to wait as God had said. I don't want force myself to against God so I am still waiting for the one or time.
I know that if I go on, my studies will interrupt and also many problems will come out as I know that I am not mature yet. I know that I am not suitable to be anybody girlfriend or anybody to be my boyfriend ( relationship ). I know myself, I am not ready for that kind of thing yet. I don't have confident on myself for relationship stuff. I totally don't have, I scare that I may harm anybody who have special feeling on me.
In the other way, I had discuss with my trusted sir about this kind of thing. I asked him many thing that I do not know. He told me that if I don't want to have now then in the future I will like him and he will like me again if the feeling in ourselves fade away slowly. So, as I still not ready yet so I just wait for the second time. I really trust my sir. I had learn many thing from him and I wish I could learn more. Heh....
So now I just be myself, fall in love on my studies more so I could meet my future husband. I just do not know how to explain in English. Just that be happy and enjoy my STPM life. In the moment of waiting, I also can learn many things to be more mature and more confident on everything. Heh.....
Ok la, goodnight to you all.
Sweet dreams!
Take Care.....!
God Bless......!

Oh ya, for those friends who having their exam, stay confident on yourself and just write what you know on it. REMEMBER stay confident on yourself ya. GOOD LUCK!!! :)