New Post = New beginning

it's been 5 month since my last post.

always lazy or have sth that i couldnt tell.

I consider as graduated since 7th of May ( the next day after my last paper )

now training at bayan lepas area as accountant. i learn new things each day. kind of excited. everyday think of wat will i learn next day.

it's been very miserable while finding jobs. really tire and exhausted. i really really hope that i am still studying.
you wan the company to confirm but and wan higher pay at the same time. but luckily, i went to interview 3 times, 3 times also get. 3 company also confirm me. but i chose the last 1.

1st, insurance ( really interested to be agent )
2nd, marketing company ( can earn more and practice my english. get to knw more ppl )
3rd, account assistant ( jz to find sth that is more related to my field study )


i am really interested in insurance but at the same time, i also tired of doing sales and marketing job. it is like i wake up early in the morning to do sales, come bk home also do sales. really don wan such life. last min change to find account job. many company called me for interview. but i couldnt arrange asap with them because my last paper is on fri. they called me on thu. it was impossible for me to go interview. i must b mugging at home until last min.
then my 1st int for accountant was on mon 9th of May, they confirmed me on mon too then i started to work on tue~

i realy don hope that my future's job will be accountant because i am nt major in acc then it is kind of waste for me to study finance.

My present company really nice~ i like it. my manager were kind to me, then nt much work for me to do as everyone is busy. i went to movie with other department's collegue on the 2nd day of work. a bit tired. but jz to mix around.

today, i felt that one of thecollegue don really like me~ haiz~ i also dono. but she is the most nt nice person in there lo. feels like talk less in front of her better. but don care la. as long as nt the same department. oh ya, ia mlucky enough that sit under air con, so i wont get cold easily in office. when i am free, i can go to pantry to make milo and drink it too. then everybody are willing to help me out. so far ok lo. sometimes ot. jz to fnish the work that has been given. it is nt compulsary to do ot. but i jz do lo.

i really wish to do long term with this company. i really learn a lot of things. i hope that i can handle many things in 1 year time then get promoted. wakakakakak. syok~~ so far like tht la...

jz report for work. everyday work, no stop.

Review of 2010

actually i got nth to review wor. mb i have short term memory. hahaha~


1. got my 1st international trip which is nt so far from Malaysia, Singapore. spent there for 6 days, from 3rd - 9th. whole trip was very nice, kelvin took me here n there, always take care of me. only 1 thing that is nt so nice in SG is i need to walk a lot~~!!!! then make me tired.

2. B2G establishment. 12th of Feb 2010. consists of me, zhen ying, kah wai and khai shean. nice combination. always do work, hang out together.

3. Bought my New hp- Yari on 9th of apr. hahaha! so nice. many hong kong drama got use ler. RM750 for the hp then 34 for 4gb memory card.

4. Went to langkawi with B2G mc froggy and mabel on 10th of May after exam. kind of boring in langkawi but good to shop for chocolate!!!!

5.  Celebrate my anniversary in penang while kelvin in SG. i did a video for him and he did a picture for me. hehehe. 

My 1st Anniversary Video for Kelvin

6. Started my online business on July, this 1 is really unexpected in my life. never thought abt it. i jz felt that it is nice to play and can earn some pocket money. but i didnt expect that i have a few box of stocks in my house.

7. I did another video for kelvin too as birthday present. Birthday Video For Kelvin

8. Went to Bukit Merah with B2G mc froggy. really fun!!!!! hahaha! but tired and also gone dark d.

9. My birthday!!!! Received 1 necklace from B2G mc froggy and 1 birthday cake which needed to be shared with another 2. hahaha! really appreciated hard work by ks n ying. coz only both of them planned.  then received 1 shirt and virgin certificate by tk, hong n ming. gonna receive another bday present from sweden, hahaha! i knew that yan will buy me sth 1.
the most happy is kelvin come bk to malaysia for my bday!!!! eventhough it was 3 days but i was really happy in my heart. bought a necklace from sg for me which cost him SGD 38.80. then mum give me money to dye hair and father reload credit for me. then kelvin's aunty treat me makan dinner. then his mum, aunty and grandma gave me an angpao of total RM200. hehehehe. i remembered that tk called me to wish me then my old friend teik loon called me too and we talked for abt 2 hours if not mistaken. i also received many fb wish and sms wishes from all my friends too. most importantly the 1st bday wish is from sweden by tung zhi yan. hahaha!

10. Did a singing performance with B2G mc froggy during prom. we have went to shopping malls in penang and shop for 11 times. crazy gang!!!!

11. Lastly, went to register my company and do company chop. never ever expect abt this too. but nw i have troubles to do account for my business d.


I knew that i seldom blog d. i knew that i have changed d. dono is good or bad.  but changes has been made. hahaha! i am sure that i will be better this year. jia you! have faith!


thanks to my family always support me, kelvin as my beloved, B2G as my friends, teik loon as my old friend, tk, hong, ming, yan, ck as my clhs friend, bee gaik and ming wah, as my ji mui and all of other friends.

Life's end for 2010 and Open for 2011!!!!

QQ Beauty Care

i never ever dream or think about doing business. finally went to register it last thu. but the ssm department couldnt give me on tht day. so i have to go to seberang jaya to get it. otherwise, need to wait til 21th of this month only can get.

a bit happy that i finally register my business. when i first get the certificate. i have 1 feeling. UNBELIEVABLE! really! who will expect me to start doing online business and finally register it. the world has too much uncertainty that make us do sth that we wouldnt believe.

the company name that i have registered is as the above title: " QQ Beauty Care ". it is all about beauty and care of our skin.

actually business registration fee is only RM70. then i went to do company chop which cost me rm19. wow....
then i bought papers and stamp pad, RM23.80.

when u play play time, u feel tht easy only. but this time cant play d. all the expenses need to be recorded. then need to buy anything that is needed for company purpose. really nt easy. mb it is easy for u, but nt me. i am thinking abt it only, already stress.worry that i couldnt do it. need to do account for my stuff ler.... sobsob... dono can o nt.

anyway, this is a good start. this is another turning point in my life.

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2010 Birthday

this year really busy due to prom. i have been busy for 2 weeks. phew... finally over.
actually i did not celebrate my bday on the actual date.
i have to practice, have to go class, damn tired!!!

because the day after my bday is prom night. so need to prepare myself for prom. like mask this n tht... do scrub then polish nails...

hehe...

i remembered that 29/9/2010 10pm start to wait til 12am. haha!!!
then after tht off on 12sth.

the 1st one who wish me is Tung zhi yan!!!!
sms from sweden. so touch n sweet u knw...
if nt because i have kelvin d, then i might fall for him...hahaha! jz kidding...
then i reply him immediately but i dono whether he received it o nt. because i never mention about it to him.

2nd, kah wai, through sms too...
3rd, ming wah, through msn ( because i on for a while then she caught me )
4th, ying, sms n fb. then we chat...
and never forget any one who facebook on my wall!!!!

then my lovely dear, asked me to call him to apologies to me. hehe... ur dear easily forget stuff one... don worry... will forget 1... but if happen 2nd time then will remember d...blek!

then go to class...

then within the 3 hours before my bday ends, received calls from shau ming ( abt 30mins)
, tk ( more than 30 mins i think), last but nt least teik loon!!!! ( about 2 hrs )

long time never chat with 3 of them d.... expected that they will call... specially teik loon. hehe!


although my dear never came bk on time, he still came bk 2 days for me. so happy about tht. he fetched me bk from prom o...
but he always like to complain 1st even he will still come to fetch me from any place. wish that he will stop complain abt it. hehe~~

abt 2am only sleep then have to wake up at 10am the next day to start dating in office (working)
we had our brunch at penang road there. the place where i always request him to breakfast in the morning whenever he bk. 
he do his report, i do my work. until 5 or 5sth then we bk...
actually i like it...

we went for dinner with his family.
received 2 big ang pao...
from his mum, aunty and grandma.
then a dinner treat from his aunty. cost rm180
most immportant is:!!!!
had my beloved crab!!!! nestum prawn!!!

then bk to his house after dinner... again, he finish his report then i watch movie lo... and asleep while waiting....

omg!!! nearly forgot to talk abt my necklace!!!! my dear bought it from sg which cost SGD 38.80
price is not important... as long as he present... once he wear it for me, then i never take it out...
i wan my necklace to b with me all the time. i can rub my necklace whenever i think of him...

woke up on the next day again... last day of dating... have to appreciate it...
woke up at 10sth also then go to his house, wait him finish then head to hair salon.
he cut hair then i treatment...
then go to dating in qb. lunch at dave deli, i belanja. after we sat down, then we talk n talk then hold hands...
like we were very sweet and long time no meet or wat...
hahaha! really paiseh.... ppl sure jealous of us...

then we watch legend of the guardian.
my dear's 1st 3D show. terpaksa watch 1... coz i really wan to watch then watch lo...
then knew that my dear wan pop corn so bought regular and we share.

same... dinner with his family... then back home and took silly pic... haha!
then i miss him n don wan to go home... until 2am... hehe...

actually my dear, becoming more n more good to me d... really different from the 1st year. muacks! love you!!


MON, the most cruel day... kelvin back d~~~ wake up at 630am... wow! back at 9sth then sleep til 11am only go work...

but night time go out with b2g ft. mc froggy.
bday celebration!!! me, you wei and kah wai!!!

1 pink shirt for youwei, 1 necklace for me. 1 tie for kahwai which presented before prom.

i like it even i have imported necklace. don ask me to compare. i really like both. and wearing both necklace since monday. still dono when to take it off...

really appreciate the effort of ying n ks. because both of them plan this outing 1.... n present as well...
our bday is in 1 week time too...

top one is from my dear dear, Kelvin

 

 

 

 

bottom is from b2g ft. mc froggy. 

actually this year never celebrate much, but i really happy about it. muacks! love you guys!!! it's really great to have all of u as my friends. 

yan: don make me kam dong til i wan to die ha... sms from sweden already die half d... present from sweden, i will die in your hands de.... hahahah!

在我生命中消失3年

我今晚一定要说出来。。。 不想憋在心里，很难受。


今天去了QB，一踏入QB， 20MINS 里面，我遇到了在我生命中人间蒸发了3年的人，也是在我们这班朋友的生命中消失了3 年的人。没人知道他到底在那里。

 今天遇到他与她。他穿黄色衣，她穿粉红衣。她的头发剪短了，他的头发没什么两样。
我肯定他们看到我先。。。

第一眼看下去，第一个感觉就是：哦，他还活着呢，还在槟城。
第二个感觉：他和她还在一起。听说从我的UPPER到现在，他们已经3年了。。。


过后就想，如果KELVIN那是在我身边该多好。。。
而且因为要SHOPPING所以我穿得很随便。。。
如果我穿得好看一点，就好了。。。。

过后边走边想，真的不知道是什么感觉。。。只是很不能顶。。。
就去买甜品喝。。。越喝就越好了。。。
过后就想，不要再给我遇到他，我怕我又在被影响，让我又破费。。。

我就是要脸吧。。。 我真的想ＳＨＯＷ　ＯＦＦ：没有他，我真的找到更好的。
他不懂得珍惜，就让别人来珍惜我。。。
爱惜我。。。
我的现任，样样都比他好！！！

现在知道他还活着，就好了。。。
不要再让我见到他了。。。

谈情说案

看完了秋香怒点唐伯虎， 觉得so so 罢了。。。
还是比较喜欢没有奸恶的戏。。。

都回翻看从分手的那一部分，女主角无可奈何的只能接受分手的事实。真的很感慨。。。
女主角是重感情的，所以我们很相似。。。
我也是重感情的，回想以前，只能有一句深受同感。

只是我没有在家人面前哭过。

唯一的不同是，她是家庭问题，我是劈腿。
一个人变心就是变心，怎样挽回也一样。我当时只是保持沉默。
不过我现在知道他并不是最好的。。。
我只能说经一事，长一智。
不过如果还会经历类似的情况，我还是会一样。只是不会想要自杀。

看这部戏，真的很明白，谅解，也能预知下一幕是什么。
只是没有想到女主角会接受回他。


虽然说，对方的家庭不像戏里面，可是有时想起来，我真的有一种无形的压力。
不过，还好有一个很疼我的男朋友，他的疼爱让我能暂时把一堆的压力放在一边。
有他在身边，疼爱的力量都把压力给压住了。。。

谢谢！

我会保存这部戏，我真得蛮喜欢看。 可能是看到自己吧。。。
b不管是以前，现在，或者以后，我还是一样的。。。 不会改变。。。

New Sem

jz finish my 1 week class...

i think i am quite evil lo... lecturers wan to change time but i told them that i have to work..
actually my working hours can be arrange but i jz don like to go col so many days and also travel here n there under hot sun.
i will be dehydrated and start to have headache.


so temporary all fixed.

next fri i public holiday!!! yeah!!! one day at home!!! then tue is merdeka... 1 day at home again... of coz will nt forget mon is another girl's bday la...

3rd year=Final year... don really wan to graduate...

明天会更好

突然间觉得很累。。。我真的很累。。。

全身上下，从里到外，都很累！！！

不知该怎么说。。。

只是希望你能在我身边说，让我依靠，让我在你怀抱里休息。。。

心情低落了。不应该怪任何人。每个人都有各自的事情要做。。。

只能鼓励自己说：明天会更好！

Stupid

b4 exam or when i was having exam, i feel relax. but nw i feel tired...
i dono y...
a lot of matters to think and make decision.
my brain will jz keep on think and think...

the only thing that no need to worry abt is my family... really appreciate abt it...
start to feel like stupid and useless...

cant do things right... feel like wan to lock myself up... but i couldnt... cannt b like tht...
i am tired from inside to outside, vice versa.