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2010 Birthday

this year really busy due to prom. i have been busy for 2 weeks. phew... finally over.
actually i did not celebrate my bday on the actual date.
i have to practice, have to go class, damn tired!!!

because the day after my bday is prom night. so need to prepare myself for prom. like mask this n tht... do scrub then polish nails...

hehe...

i remembered that 29/9/2010 10pm start to wait til 12am. haha!!!
then after tht off on 12sth.

the 1st one who wish me is Tung zhi yan!!!!
sms from sweden. so touch n sweet u knw...
if nt because i have kelvin d, then i might fall for him...hahaha! jz kidding...
then i reply him immediately but i dono whether he received it o nt. because i never mention about it to him.

2nd, kah wai, through sms too...
3rd, ming wah, through msn ( because i on for a while then she caught me )
4th, ying, sms n fb. then we chat...
and never forget any one who facebook on my wall!!!!

then my lovely dear, asked me to call him to apologies to me. hehe... ur dear easily forget stuff one... don worry... will forget 1... but if happen 2nd time then will remember d...blek!

then go to class...

then within the 3 hours before my bday ends, received calls from shau ming ( abt 30mins)
, tk ( more than 30 mins i think), last but nt least teik loon!!!! ( about 2 hrs )

long time never chat with 3 of them d.... expected that they will call... specially teik loon. hehe!


although my dear never came bk on time, he still came bk 2 days for me. so happy about tht. he fetched me bk from prom o...
but he always like to complain 1st even he will still come to fetch me from any place. wish that he will stop complain abt it. hehe~~

abt 2am only sleep then have to wake up at 10am the next day to start dating in office (working)
we had our brunch at penang road there. the place where i always request him to breakfast in the morning whenever he bk. 
he do his report, i do my work. until 5 or 5sth then we bk...
actually i like it...

we went for dinner with his family.
received 2 big ang pao...
from his mum, aunty and grandma.
then a dinner treat from his aunty. cost rm180
most immportant is:!!!!
had my beloved crab!!!! nestum prawn!!!

then bk to his house after dinner... again, he finish his report then i watch movie lo... and asleep while waiting....

omg!!! nearly forgot to talk abt my necklace!!!! my dear bought it from sg which cost SGD 38.80
price is not important... as long as he present... once he wear it for me, then i never take it out...
i wan my necklace to b with me all the time. i can rub my necklace whenever i think of him...

woke up on the next day again... last day of dating... have to appreciate it...
woke up at 10sth also then go to his house, wait him finish then head to hair salon.
he cut hair then i treatment...
then go to dating in qb. lunch at dave deli, i belanja. after we sat down, then we talk n talk then hold hands...
like we were very sweet and long time no meet or wat...
hahaha! really paiseh.... ppl sure jealous of us...

then we watch legend of the guardian.
my dear's 1st 3D show. terpaksa watch 1... coz i really wan to watch then watch lo...
then knew that my dear wan pop corn so bought regular and we share.

same... dinner with his family... then back home and took silly pic... haha!
then i miss him n don wan to go home... until 2am... hehe...

actually my dear, becoming more n more good to me d... really different from the 1st year. muacks! love you!!


MON, the most cruel day... kelvin back d~~~ wake up at 630am... wow! back at 9sth then sleep til 11am only go work...

but night time go out with b2g ft. mc froggy.
bday celebration!!! me, you wei and kah wai!!!

1 pink shirt for youwei, 1 necklace for me. 1 tie for kahwai which presented before prom.

i like it even i have imported necklace. don ask me to compare. i really like both. and wearing both necklace since monday. still dono when to take it off...

really appreciate the effort of ying n ks. because both of them plan this outing 1.... n present as well...
our bday is in 1 week time too...

top one is from my dear dear, Kelvin

 

 

 

 

bottom is from b2g ft. mc froggy. 

actually this year never celebrate much, but i really happy about it. muacks! love you guys!!! it's really great to have all of u as my friends. 

yan: don make me kam dong til i wan to die ha... sms from sweden already die half d... present from sweden, i will die in your hands de.... hahahah!

在我生命中消失3年

我今晚一定要说出来。。。 不想憋在心里，很难受。


今天去了QB，一踏入QB， 20MINS 里面，我遇到了在我生命中人间蒸发了3年的人，也是在我们这班朋友的生命中消失了3 年的人。没人知道他到底在那里。

 今天遇到他与她。他穿黄色衣，她穿粉红衣。她的头发剪短了，他的头发没什么两样。
我肯定他们看到我先。。。

第一眼看下去，第一个感觉就是：哦，他还活着呢，还在槟城。
第二个感觉：他和她还在一起。听说从我的UPPER到现在，他们已经3年了。。。


过后就想，如果KELVIN那是在我身边该多好。。。
而且因为要SHOPPING所以我穿得很随便。。。
如果我穿得好看一点，就好了。。。。

过后边走边想，真的不知道是什么感觉。。。只是很不能顶。。。
就去买甜品喝。。。越喝就越好了。。。
过后就想，不要再给我遇到他，我怕我又在被影响，让我又破费。。。

我就是要脸吧。。。 我真的想ＳＨＯＷ　ＯＦＦ：没有他，我真的找到更好的。
他不懂得珍惜，就让别人来珍惜我。。。
爱惜我。。。
我的现任，样样都比他好！！！

现在知道他还活着，就好了。。。
不要再让我见到他了。。。

谈情说案

看完了秋香怒点唐伯虎， 觉得so so 罢了。。。
还是比较喜欢没有奸恶的戏。。。

都回翻看从分手的那一部分，女主角无可奈何的只能接受分手的事实。真的很感慨。。。
女主角是重感情的，所以我们很相似。。。
我也是重感情的，回想以前，只能有一句深受同感。

只是我没有在家人面前哭过。

唯一的不同是，她是家庭问题，我是劈腿。
一个人变心就是变心，怎样挽回也一样。我当时只是保持沉默。
不过我现在知道他并不是最好的。。。
我只能说经一事，长一智。
不过如果还会经历类似的情况，我还是会一样。只是不会想要自杀。

看这部戏，真的很明白，谅解，也能预知下一幕是什么。
只是没有想到女主角会接受回他。


虽然说，对方的家庭不像戏里面，可是有时想起来，我真的有一种无形的压力。
不过，还好有一个很疼我的男朋友，他的疼爱让我能暂时把一堆的压力放在一边。
有他在身边，疼爱的力量都把压力给压住了。。。

谢谢！

我会保存这部戏，我真得蛮喜欢看。 可能是看到自己吧。。。
b不管是以前，现在，或者以后，我还是一样的。。。 不会改变。。。

New Sem

jz finish my 1 week class...

i think i am quite evil lo... lecturers wan to change time but i told them that i have to work..
actually my working hours can be arrange but i jz don like to go col so many days and also travel here n there under hot sun.
i will be dehydrated and start to have headache.


so temporary all fixed.

next fri i public holiday!!! yeah!!! one day at home!!! then tue is merdeka... 1 day at home again... of coz will nt forget mon is another girl's bday la...

3rd year=Final year... don really wan to graduate...

明天会更好

突然间觉得很累。。。我真的很累。。。

全身上下，从里到外，都很累！！！

不知该怎么说。。。

只是希望你能在我身边说，让我依靠，让我在你怀抱里休息。。。

心情低落了。不应该怪任何人。每个人都有各自的事情要做。。。

只能鼓励自己说：明天会更好！

Stupid

b4 exam or when i was having exam, i feel relax. but nw i feel tired...
i dono y...
a lot of matters to think and make decision.
my brain will jz keep on think and think...

the only thing that no need to worry abt is my family... really appreciate abt it...
start to feel like stupid and useless...

cant do things right... feel like wan to lock myself up... but i couldnt... cannt b like tht...
i am tired from inside to outside, vice versa.

3 days Of Exam

tomoro islam n management, the only subject tht i dislike the most...

it is really hard to force myself to liam keng...

pls focus....

don think abt angel n devil....

kao meng!!!


without tips and exam format, really lost...

nobody can hear u screaming....

angel n devil pls leave me alone...
i don wan to think....

FOCUS!!!!!!!!

A Nice and Meaningful Article From Sharing Place

我真的会不惜一切来挽回你！！！

挽回我的幸福！！！

不要因为一时的冲动，而断送了我们的感情。。。

要开始一段感情并不是那么的容易，要结束也并不是那么的容易。。。

我已经决定要与你共度人生，同甘共苦。。。
无论什么困难都一起度过，你真的忍心就这样放手吗？

不要低估你自己，我看人是不会那么差的。。。

心感觉的，脑不一定认同。。。
真的要想清楚。。。 我没有逼你，我让你想到你有了决定为止。。。
不要做出一些会后悔的决定。。。真的没有回头路。。。

分手并不会让我好过，也不会对我公平。。。
我要的是我们的幸福。。。
没有了你，我也不会幸福。。。

不要去想会不会跟人家有可能，因为你的命中注定不是她，而是我。

这一次的考验，虽然大，可是我真的需要你跟我一起克服它。。。

 你一直说你不好，这个世界上没有一个人是好的，没有一个人是100%完美。
我们都是以长补短。。。
那么的刚好，我们的长短补得到，就不要放弃。。。

你生气，发脾气，我让你发。。。 有谁能忍得住？只有我。。。
你说你忙不能抽空，如果你开始另一段感情，也是一样会发生。。。至少现在我们度过了。。。我明白
你在课业上的压力，我帮不到你，只是希望能在你身边帮你按摩，松松胫骨。。。再过几年就会做得到。。。你不能等吗？
虽然我们会吵架，有那对情侣不吵架呢？吵了更恩爱。。。不吵才是大件事。。。

其实你并不是不好，你很好。。。
有时我需要你时，你会尽力的在我身边。。。我不需要贵重的礼物，只是希望你会想起你那远方，可爱，傻傻，又思念你的女朋友。。。
有时我做错了，你会一直开导我。。。
我冲动时，你会阻止我。。。
我也只会听你的。。。
只有你才管得了我。。。
性格就是超级的合嘛。。。


不要想太多，你是我的！！！
珍惜你眼前的我吧。。。

Sunset Bistro ( Best Place )

Went to sunset bistro on thu...

get to c nice sunset scene at there... jz at the right time...
really NICE!!!!

then 4 of us walk lai walk khi...

make footprint to snap... but only i made it...

i pun tua upload.... hehe... using desktop cant bluetooth...

then we sit down and ordered cocktail... RM20 per glass....
nt really nice lo...

then we all talk heart at there...

wow, bao geng liu at there....

everybody is empty liao...
everyone of them has their problem deep in their heart...
of coz i am nt... coz i am simple girl ma... nt complicated...

we understand each other more...

next time has any talk heart meeting, go bistro is the best....


Guys, We Are Friends Forever!!! Anything Can Just Share....
Paiseh if i asked too detail... hehe...

3.36!!!! AM!!! Die!!!!

it's been long time that i never stay so late d...

since my fever, my bed time is between 8 to 12 sth am...

mostly 9sth o 10 sth will b on bed d...

today 3.36 still posting blog....

later sleep d la...

decision cant be made without advise... haiz....

macam mana!!!!!!!!!

sleep lo....

Do sales through facebook

i really like to purchase through facebook...

and i really really want to be a part of it too...

i keep thinking whether will it work?

will have ppl buy from me?

the stuff that i wan to sell are so limited...

i really wan to do selling but i am scare....

wat shd i do?

scare scare scare!!!!

i assume that if i start then my business is small... then i get from supplier need to pay pos fare....
so hw? i cant afford post fare.... if i order bit by bit...

haiz...

Graduate

saw some of my friends graduate d... feel so happy for them...

then thinking of when will i graduate.... have the feeling of cant wait to attend convocation...

but when i think again, i jz wish that i never graduate and jz study... but keep on study also nt good...
haiz... so mao dun....

the reality world are so cruel until i really don dare to step out... i knw i have to no matter hw...

after 1 year, graduate....

going to start my 3rd year and also final year on aug....

sobsob... fastnya..... 2 years pass jor... like tht...

hope that i will b fine after graduate.... really find a good job....

超级平静的一个星期

my life only have work, college, home, aunty house...

wat i did is  that jz the same as everyone else do in their daily routine...

work, study, accompany family, rest at home and watch drama...

i will get use of this kind of daily routine...
yeah!

i have finish 1 set of my exercise d.... jia you....

hope to finish another set by end of next week....

STUDY!!! STUDY!!! STUDY!!!

生病记

星期四无端端发烧,烧到头都要爆了,身体很热.．．．
星期五不能上班，一直烧到晚上．．．
星期六，没烧了,可是也很辛苦．．．因为伤风感冒咳嗽．．．
一直都在喝水.．．．
晚上也很难睡.．．

可怜．．．

星期日，感冒好些了.．．．可是也咳得很辛苦．．．
还是喝水.．．．
谁知晚上又再发烧.．．．　载家人出去一下,　回来吞药就睡觉．．．
每天都觉得很热!！！！！！

max 2 marks to A+

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sad si!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today went to class, then lecturers seems to knw all of our grades....

my costing lecturer asked me what did i get... told her A lo...

i felt satisfied d.... then she said
" ya, i knw. u jz 1 or 2 marks away from 90. "

i was like ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y this could happen to me~~

if my adjustment correct then can A+ d...
if i have more time then A+ d....
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sad si.... then i no mood for the rest of the class d....
luckily she din teach today coz main campus havent approve our subject...


then i asked her: is there anybody else same mark with me?
she said no.... means i still top of the class...
hahah!
BUT MY A+!!!!!

sobsob....

Dean List and 1st Class

in order to get dean list need to have GPA 3.5.
Me, 3.55

in order to get 1st class, cgpa need 3.75
Me, 3.76

wah!!!! hiam hiam!!!!

The Worst Sem!!! The Worst Result!!!!

Semester  5	Session: Jan-2010
BAB2023	Cost and Management Accounting	ADD	3	A	Distinction
BMB2023	Entreprenuership	ADD	3	A	Distinction
BMB2033	Business Ethics and Values	ADD	3	A-	Distinction
BQB4013	Management Science	ADD	3	A+	Distinction
BWB2013	Business Law	ADD	3	C-	Pass
Total credit hours: 15   GPA : 3.55 Cumulative credit hours: 66   CGPA: 3.76 Total points: 53.25   RESULT: GOOD STANDING Cumulative points: 248.25       Remarks: Dean's List

sobsob!!! so hard only get 3.82 for cgpa. nw drop bk to 3.76.

B.law study until i really gone crazy and insane d.... i get C-, the worst result for the whole course.
B.et study so much to get A or A+, ended up A-.... get the highest carry marks also cant get A.
OB for 2nd sem, study also a lot.... aiming to get A but get B-... i also dono wat happen....

ME took 1 day to study, summore kept yawn n even fell asleep during exam, get A
Entre took 2 days to study and jz simply go through only, get A
Marketing never study hard also, get A


why study more, give more effort but the reward that i get is the opposite?
does this mean that don study better than study?
scream like Hell!!!!!

luckily i still get my dean list... means 3.5 is 1st class d...
but the 1st cls in my heart for my result is 3.7. haiz....


last sem keep on want 4.00. pressure like hell...
nw hope that i can relax n finish my degree with 1st class...
at least fast fast chase bk 3.82 for cgpa.... hope that next sem can help...

男朋友

My First Anniversary Present for my Darl

我不知道什么时候给你是最适合。。。
等到你想跟我讲话？
你现在只想一个人看戏。。。。

现在给你看，又不知道你的反应是什么。。。
等到十二点？
不知道你忙完了没，不知道你有兴趣吗。。。
等到明天？你会忙到一整天。。。


只想说，你有空才来看吧。。。

在好几个月前已经计划好的video，今天终于可以发布了。。。
我希望你会喜欢，
我的第一次献给了你。。。
其实它的品质很好的，不知道做什么放上去会变成这样。。。
等你回来，再传送给你啦。。。
因为需要很大的空间。。。


Darl, 我知道你生气我不体谅，一直投诉，抗议。。。
我只是希望你能给我一些quality time，那一段时间只是属于我的。。。
可能我把我自己弄得比较忙，对我们会比较好。。。。

不管这么样，我还是爱着你。。。

" In a relationship, you have to accept the other person for
all what they are, not just the parts that you are easy to like and you’re
stupid if you turn your back on something as important as love." From movie, Valentine's Day

Draw Lines

today went to office, the same thing.... nth to do...

i brought my laptop there to watch movie but i didnt have mood to watch it.... jz play it to have some noise...

so that i wont get sleepy....

then i draw lines for 300 pages for the whole day....

but tomoro have sth to do d.... n  also tomoro half day only... luckily... then i can start to read on mon d....
yeah!!!
my meaningful life come bk d... even i will b busy and exhausted...

but at least i wont b so wu liao

Stay in office to watch movie

today went to office, never do anything... but jz do my stuff and watch movie...

i guess next week start will have to bring book to read d....
otherwise will boring to death...

i dono y i always sleep at 12 sth and wake up at 7 everyday... i still feel tired n sleepy...

i watched videos today but i fell asleep ler....
videos u knw... nt books and it is hair styling videos... my favourite... but still i fell asleep...
weird....

i think i will jz let it be... don wan to think abt it anymore....

that is nt important to me....
jz that don hope to meet so soon....or much...

I Hate this Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate! i Hate! i Hate!!!!

i really hate this feeling!!!

keep on have this feeling.... then it is ppls' right!!!!
jz let it go la... don care anymore.... don care!!!!!!

not my business!!!

刚刚看完一部电视剧，很伤感。。。

我好害怕。

现在又下着一场大雨，仿佛是上天的同意。。。

我好害怕。

Can't get scholarship

So sad~~~

5 from KJ and none are from sentral penang...
wat the!!!!

haiz!!!!
next year practical d... mana can go a~~~ i mean interview.... really scare scare...

but since cant get d then it is fact then nvm d la....
sien nia.....

To a friend of mine

Dear ks,

i do not know that whether you will have chance to see it or not or mb ying will show u this o nt...

but i really wan to say is that ur father is going to get well very soon. you need to have faith in him... always hope for the best and take are of him well...
if you feel that you r nt strong enough, u still have B2G support!!!! like you always have....
you don need to pretend to be strong if u r not... don need to scare that we will worry about you... this is wat friends called...can always find us whenever you want to...
B2G always there....

you have already been through this for 2 months d... no big deal!!!
have to tell your father's disease that your family don scare them... will fight with him all the time....

faith and hope must always there!
everyday is a new day full with faith, hope and confidence!!!

jia you!!!!

p/s: don let kw's disease spread to you then disseminate them to us... no paiseh between us!!!

新朋友&远方的手信

THANKS TO THENG KOE!!!! ( sure high dao~~~)

met 2 boys today which is ai soon n tian yi...

quite a nice person...

we went to pasar malam lo... jalan-jalan, makan-makan...listen to their taiwan story....

aisoon quite siao kia, tian yi quite less talk... mb he is quiet person gua...

then took my souvenir from tk..
wakakakakkaak....

thank you neh...
so wei da desu~~~

and also thanks for your bb cream!!!!

nice meeting u guys, aisoon and tian yi!!!

压力

这个sem的压力，真的不是盖的！！！！

我真的很压力，快喘不过气来。。。很难呼吸。。。
其实我的成绩应该满意的。。。
56/60 entrepreneur
36/40 costing
36/50 Blaw (最差！！！可是班上最高也是40）
42/50 Ethics
38/40 management science

可是我就是不能不要求更高。。。 我真的觉得够了。。。
应该顺其自然面对考试，可是就是怕我一放松，我的成绩就会掉的不能见人。。。
恐惧都会在那。。。。
真可悲。。。
是时候休息，放松了。。。

not every human is good

last month, i have lost 1 paper which is for my company daily account....
this kind of paper also will lost...
i was so sad about it...

luckily they try to protect me from evil drivers....

then when drivers took their allowance, one of them keep on ask abt that paper...
so they suspect that is that driver keep the paper...
and always is him who create "pemberontakan"
if really like that, then i have to b scared of everyone d...
specially those who very nice to u...

haiz... human don b so evil n complicated can bo?
 always wan to keep a shield in front of ppl, very tire...

but i will try to protect myself....

New Mobile Phone- Sony Ericsson Yari

hehehe.... jz bought my hp ytd...

never ever expect that i will buy a new hp so soon.

i wanted to buy a new hp long itme ago d. since my last accident.
but never buy due to the price and design...
then i aimed for sony ericsson-C901... nice for me...
when it first out, RM1099. cannt!!! never buy a phone over RM1k.
so wait n wait until it is affordable for me.

i saw the price c901's price in website is more than 600 like that. so thu went to prangin to survey lo.... since ks wanted to go there at 1st.
but C901, no stock d... but if wan to find still can find it 1. then the cost is over 800...
 then i saw this yari, 768... compare the feature and price for everything...
n design....

i like yari's design very much!!!!
i bought the memory card from pc fair...
luckily has pc fair... bought with RM34
yari cost me RM750.
overall, 784

if buy all from retailer shop, rm800
nt worth...

so hehehehe...
first time buy hp so worth....
if buy from store 808...

i got wat i wan with 784...
yeah!!!!!

nice dao..... Yari-Metal Rose
i will keep you until u die.... don worry... i will try to protect you!!!!

Not worth

omg!!! i am angry because of someone who r nt important in my life....

haiz!!!
i noneed to b so angry de ma....
but i still like tht...
even after my analysis....

i was so angry then i think whether they r important in my life o nt?
nope, they are nt....
then y i am so angry ler?ppl have to b like that then jz let it la...
haiz....
let go.....

Past Friendship

recently keep on discuss sth with friends and make me remind of my past friendship....
i am nt sure whether have 3 times o nt... but i am sure at least twice.
i only recently realised that i never really be very close to a girl since then.
i never really understand a person so well anymore....
but if let me choose again, i will do the same thing too... jz that i will try to change the ending...
honestly, i always look bk... i always miss somebody in my past...
after i have gone through anything, then i will somehow put a shield in front of me so that i wont fall so deep into anything...
always have the "xin li zhun bei" to prepare myself...
but will i fall into friendship again? eventhough i will, i still scare about it...


i have few friends which can be trusted... as i said, i don ask for much, jz a few is enough for me....

Pressure Due To Greedy

last time, i just hope that i get the highest marks in class or at least miss 5 marks...
now, i hope that everything asm, quiz and test such as costing, ms, ethics
all get full marks... nt less than tht....

i am so pressure now... stress...
i feel like result is something in my hand... i can try my best to get the highest marks.
so that i wont regret.
but now i really pressure... n stress...
is it because of too many assignments and quiz in the same time?
if so, i really hope that after next week then i will b ok d....

then i will have to focus on my final. do past year... so that no more A-... but A n A+...

i knw that i shd jz try my best but nt to push too hard...
i try la... this sem really push myself harder jor...
guess i have to b alone for sometimes...

Blog Reader

today, i saw my feb 09 blog address in my friend's laptop.... then i was so shock that she read my blog until feb 09. i gave her the address end of last sem. mostly ppl will read most recent or mb jz a little bit of past blog...
manatau, she really read ler... impressed me lo... i think she is the only one because according to her, she was so free during tht time... so read lo....
she even told me that she finished all my blog d since the 1st blog... i remembered my 1st blog was in 2006...
more than 2 years de blog... geng!

then i check my blog achieve... plus this one 716 post....

PROVEN: she really eng gueh tao... hahahahahahahahahaahhahaha!

but bo c she update blog... sien nia... more than 1 week d since latest blog.... :p

Finish Edit

jz finish edit my financial plan for entre asm... used up abt 3 hrs time to edit lai edit khi....

purchase too much, then decrease n change everything...

net profit too low, decrease expense n change everything..

assets cant balance with liabilities, change again...

then adjust margin n make it nicer....
letters nt so big then resize n adjust again...

i really don wan to touch my financial plan anymore....
i havent study for entre and ethic quiz ler... then thu need to pass up blaw's SOGA n also need to do costing tutorial b4 thu class...

sobsob... later cannt slack d.... mz try to finish case study, costing, touch entre past year....
must !!!!

must control myself d...

n please don let me c u again ha.... last edit d ha...

wedding photo

went to youth park with b2g on fri... saw ppl take wedding photo there... under HOT SUN!!! with gown, heavy hair...
really pity them... then i think i like to take many pattern of wedding photo de.... then i sure die in future....
hahahah! coz hot sun ma....
take so many pic wor...

but i think i will sacrifies for that.... wedding photo jz once in my life time... so is a must!!! so i have to pity myself....


hhahaha!

Am i Ready?

Final is coming soon.... 1 month time... how?
am i ready?
i don feel like i am...
i tried to study n do past year but i still need to refer... means i studied nt detail enough lo...
haiz... stress!!!!

later nt so lucky like last sem ma cham....haiz....

1st quiz ever tht i finish in time

today so syok.... business ethics quiz 2. i studied n did past year then try to remember what i think that will b tested... hehe...

lecturer said 30mins then pass up... no open book or discuss.... very strict...
then i just write from the time i get the paper until i finish the whole paper...
then wait until time's up... n pass up...

i am nt sure that i will get full marks o not... but at least 90% lo... coz need some explanation.... which slides does not provide and i don have textbook to refer for it... all by myself...


i was so sorry that i didnt help my friend. i was so confident that she knw hw to answer... so i never care about it... but she told me that her mind blank... i think bcoz when she read ethics, her brain already wan to sleep liao... so cant get in n remember it....

hope that her mark will b ok la... usually i don like to give de unless is very good friend...hehe...

anyway, next week another quiz... i will try to study n get full marks de.... jia you!!!

Entrepreneurship Assignment

drag for so long n never touch it at all... until lecturer said need to pass up on 24th then we really didnt start it because was preparing business law presentation. then until last wed, we requested to pass up on 31st. so we have 2 weeks time to do.

in the end, we only use 2 days to finish our entre... 4 person for this assignment really more than enough... we really terpaksa squeeze out something to let yw do... which need super less time to do it. jz 5 mins to settle cover page. thats all... or if we wna to do advertisement... then he b model lo...
like tht only...
so we use another week to concentrate on our ethics assignment which we didnt touch much also... n this 1 need presentation.... 

wow... really geng... never expect any assignment to be finish in 2 days...wakakakka... good!!!

鳖女

曾经有人说我很鳖，就像败犬女王的女主角。
我就很好奇那是什么意思。跟朋友拿了来看，真的还蛮像。。。
如今，有一位朋友在看着，我想知道我还像吗？
今天终于看了两集，感觉我不再那么像了。。。
可是，我想变回以前的鳖，因为我觉得我看起来很弱。。。
很想在外表看起来强的女生。。。
问了某人的意见，觉得有时是好事，可有时是坏事。。。
不会在适当的时候做适当的事情。。。
我说人往往都不能那么的flexible，如果要那样，那应该不是人了。。。
可能有些人能，可我很清楚我不能。
无言，我只好自己想。。。
我自己却决定了想变回鳖，不想让人觉得我是弱者。。。
很多事情说了反而更糟。。。
 闭上嘴巴，一切如水的平静。。。

容许你们反对，抗议的就说出您的想法吧。。。personally or publicly

Talk about people

felt that recently keep talk abt some people...

i have to change d.... change nt to b like tht...

it is nt good de...

i must change!!!!


don think ppl like that...
think in a good way...

very no manner to keep on like this...

i must change!!!



oh ya, if one day the people tell u that" i die also will remember this"
then u have to say thank you to them....
but if u all don wan then nvm la... but i will...
i will say:" thanks that u die also will remember me, means that i am very important in your life"

but it is true.... wat for u wan to superb beh syok and hate a person? will u get anything other than anger?
 at least u can always talk bad abt them lo......
i cant think of any...
if u always keep in ur heart then u will always angry when u c them then u suffer but the person live happily ever after...
y wan to torture urself like this ler? rite?

stm i feel tht i am very teruk also... these kind of thing i will definitely forget...
i have so many assignments, presentation, lecture note to study n remember in my head...
manawu space for that unimportant matter wor...
nt to say i am heartless...jz that my memory is nt to keep all these...
is for happy scene, everything that is happy...
jz no point to angry ppl while they dono that u angry...



in a nutshell, i have to change to not to talk bad abt people, nt to zhen1 dui4 people.... hope that i can do it....

The Way Of Being Human

i felt that my way of being human always criticised by people....

why?

i have to accept them instead of continue it...

why i have to change for people?

why people thinks that my way is wrong?

why i have to transform to be the people that they accept?

A Friend Of Mine

u said that u r very happy to b in our group... always b so humble.....one day, u asked us sms us abt u r nt in our group.... if we don wan to friend u anymore then it is ok...
i am nt sure abt the exact matter.
but actually i felt hurt tht time that why u will say like tht?
is there anything that we did make u think like that?
finally, u settle down....

u always simply say sorry repeatedly.... can u please don b so khek khi?
i really really don like.... other than that, everytime also say pai seh to ma huan me to fetch u.
i am the one who want to fetch u. but u always say like that.
then after u reach home, u can jz sms me goodnight instead of thanks for the ride.
i really don like my close friends being so khek khi with me...
u can jz bring it on....
i wont mind 1....
if wan to borrow my stuff can jz open my pencil case n take it urself without permission.
even stm i will say until sounds unfriendly such as " hah, y u never ask permission ha? take my stuff like tht"
but actually i was jz kidding only... i jz play with u all only...

today, u ask abt sth...
then u requested that if u can say it out then i have to promise u nt to force u to do anything that u don like...
actually i don wna to bet with u coz i know that u knw....
but since after u said that, i jz suddenly have feelings of i jz accept it...
i don wan to change u anymore...
i am tire abt it...
if i continue to do this, u will hate me...
i was jz kind of sad....
i was superb sad...
i jz felt like i wan to go home....
but of coz i mz control it...

can u pls change that nt to being so khek khi?
i really don like... even frustrated abt it....

if really no deal then i have to accept that u r so khek khi...
but pls don ask me to accept... i don wan.....

jz think abt it all the time

whenever i saw my malay friend, i will think abt my performance during scholarship's interview....
i jz cant forget and also hope that i can get.

then i jz open my inbox and receive an email abt sabah n sarawak regional centre's interview...

this time i check the applicants...
i hope that some of them dont wear formal...
then performance nt good.

so that i can get...


but somehow, i knw that if i really wish for it, i wont get it...
sometimes, really dono wat to do...

but i still think abt it all the time....

when will knw the award?
can the malay friend don get it?
n i get?
please bring record for once....
that malay surely wont get......

haiz....

pathetic...
i am so evil that pray ppl don get scholarship....

i knw that i cant b to zhi2 zuo2 but still.... hope....

My Valentine

quoted from kelvin's blog... hehe...hehe...

情人节

没写感想给你，是因为我左思右想，还是想不到要写什么给你最适合。

想写说：不知从何时开始，已经习惯了你的存在；又觉得很普通。

想写说：期待每晚和你msn；觉得很老土。

想写说：因为你，我的生活是彩色的；靠，难不成之前是黑白的。

终于，我找到了最适合的一句话，填补纸上的空白线：

我。爱。你。

再多的花言巧语也表达不了我对你的感情；

再美丽的字眼也倾述不到我对你的思念；

再细腻的形容词也表达不了我对你的依赖。

你，在我不留意时，已经在我的心里扎根，很深很深的根。

深往那无人能及的小小空间，原本属于我的空间。

现在，它不再空洞，因为有你的陪伴。

有可能，你读了不会觉得很感动，

有可能还觉得很随便。

更有可能，你不懂我在说什么。

不用紧，你只要懂得下面三个字就行了。

我！（徐嘉咏）

爱！（英文译：LOVE）

你！（洪苾丽，a.k.a ANG PHAIK LIY）

Performance on Sat

as my friends knw that i have performance on sat which is tomoro...

at penang temple street area....

ming was well known abt it... i don even sure that wat time it start...
haha!

he said is 4pm til midnight. he said he wanted to go but he has to go bk to uum d so he will go to the庙会 today in bm...

so sad abt it...

suddenly feel like i don wan to perform... all my friends wont b coming and cousin too...
all go bk on sat... or have sth on tht night...

i don dare to ask friends to come because i might nt perform gd...or mb they like crowded place and don really like to go...

so i have my mum and brother who will surely go there to support n see my performance...

i knw my family is always there for me. i love my family....


Gambateh to myself tomoro!!!! i will have my mum, bro and some unknown audience to c my performance.

Explaination

stm explaination do help but we don use it tht time...
stm explanation will make it worse, but we tend to explain...

stm argue do help, but we don argue...
stm argue doesn't help, but we tends to argue for nth...


ethical relativism- there are no universal standards or rules to determine some problems....because every ppl think differently.

i dont understand, uncertainties, is it acceptable?

y i felt that the pressure aint from external but internal also?

received many dislike...

leads to negative...

cause unknown.

CNY coming

CNY is coming but i don feel any excitement abt it....

because i have so much assignments and case study for me to do...moreover, i have to prepare for the next assignment and also study lectures notes which i have abandoned few weeks ago...

oh my....
hw can i touch it during cny?
no place to squeeze in d...

pls don let me go crazy....


hope that my life would b normal after cny... and i will rearrange my time to balance it....

jia you!!!!

CNY mood, pls come!!!!

B2G established

after considering of our group name, we have decided to name it, B2G for our group.

hahaha!

consists of me, kw,ks and ying.

hahaha!

4 ppl with 1 heart... always together to hang out, perform, do assignments, and tutorials, discussions...

hope that this group will stay as long as they can...

B2G Bravo!!!!

we are the best!!!
we are going to perform our best and prove to everyone who jealous of us!!!!


ok, guys, it is very hard for me to find a picture which consists 4 of us only... haiz... next time we shd take 1 group pic so that i can upload here.

RCT

wat is RCT?

root canal treatment

it is super painful. i heard from many ppls...they said even u have inject 2 anesthetic also can feel painful...

i was so scare and thought of don wan t o go... i didnt wan to go there alone.... but nobody can acc me... estimated 1 hour to finish... the person who wait for me sure very boring 1.... so i have to go there alone lo...

1st they have to open a hole to clean up the root for me... then they have to clear up the dirt in my tooth then kill bacteria and fix it bk...

i didnt knw y so many ppl scream for pain but i never feel any pain.... after the dentist took out my root then only i ask... " will it b super pain? many ppl said it was painful"
the dentist told me that, i took out already... i was like "huh?" then i asked him, " y i never feel pain at all...
u really take it out d? "
he said yup...
then after 30mins, i am out and still alive without any pain....
hahahahha!
RCT, X PAIN!

SOT WEEK

usually i have 3 classes on thu which is management science, costing and business law.

but who knws that, 3 of the lecturers on tht day suddenly so cooperate to give us 1 personal assignment, 1 group assignment and 2 tutorial to pass up by this thu.

oh god, in 1 week time to settle. moreover, we still have 2 quizzes to study. also in 1 week. already so busy, but still give so much.

so 4 of us, rush our personal assignments and tutorial on fri. 8.30am went to ying's house to meet up and to eat dim sum lo... then our mr. ks ler, late wor...hahaha! i am already late d but he late than me.

eat til 10.30am... yeng.... ppls who came later than us also finish and went bk d... but we still there....

after that, fast fast rush bk and do asm... do till night time 1am still have 1 question which we dono hw to do...

lecturer of costing a.... i wan to kill her d.... give us 1 example but asked us to do sth which we don really knw hw to knw... think until no way d... then only we stop. this had made us waste a lot of time lo...

after came bk at 1sth am then have to wake up at 730am the next day for work...
when i  go to work also sien d... so the best is i noneed to talk.... hahaha!

after 5pm bk home, finally have some rest....
but still 12am sleep d....

ytd, which is sun. went out at 10am to do our group assignment. again, ying's house...
think lai think khi, argue lai argue khi....
then finally we have sth at 7pm. i didnt knw whether the part that me n kah wai do is useful to ying n khai shean bo... but i hope that wat we did, noneed to let them edit ka siao....dono hw are they d... we are trying to rush our assignment and make it donw tomoro then go to redbox scream...

1130 pm only we had our dinper(dinner +supper). talk and take pic a bit then abt 1am went bk lo....

today hior, i don hv work... tomoro also... due to assignments and quizzes.... and at night i have dance practice....this is the 1st time that i wish come faster and past... after cny, no more dance practice and i can arrange bk my life....

really sot week... don like to feel rushing...

Last for now

个性测试：梳妆打扮测你真性情

性情特质：内敛&固执
你行事风格低调，不喜张扬，并不表示你甘愿沦为空气，被他人或自己遗忘。相反，你十分清楚自己的好处，时刻保持在最佳状态，然后不动声色地表现自己。
你的性格中，有一种内向性的坚韧与执着，在别人看来漫不经心，其实心中一旦认定某个目标，便会义无反顾地投入其中。你太坚持自己的心意，精明而且敏感，想法又过于美好，因此爱情之路对你可能尤为难走。

http://astro.sina.com.cn/t/2008-12-16/100057471.shtml

Another reply

 wakakaka... we r the same ler...

个性测试：魔镜照出最真实的你

镜中人：大方得体的风度
你不会去刻意讨好别人，但是很善于聆听和满足他人的需要，即便遭遇无礼对待，也可以一笑而过，并不与之计较，给人善解人意、懂事、识大体的印象。
实体的你：冷眼旁观，看不起人
你习惯隐藏自己真实的想法，尤其是嫉妒、不安、反感等负面情绪，你更是深埋在心底，自己的心情总是感到压抑。你总是冷眼旁观他人的言行，虽然对 人一派和气，但真正合你心意之人实则少之又少。你本性是十分正直、善良的，因此，你完全瞧不起那些蛮不讲理、不求上进以及行为不检点的人和事。


http://astro.sina.com.cn/t/2008-10-08/140955240.shtml

Personality Test

Reply to ming wah de... c i so gd... do some for u, so u never feel to do the test alone... wakakakak....

Congratulations! Savio DSilva has analysed and prepared your Personality Report!

You bring out the best in others and me. I mean without you I could not have developed such a test.

You are the life of a party. So, try and use your charms at the party next weekend.

You are are a peaceful person. I am surprised you haven't been nominated for a Nobel Peace Prize yet.

You make me feel special. So, drop in on my site more often and keep smiling.

You make me feel I can do anything. I mean I invented this test didn't I??

You are amazingly fun to be with. You will be on the top of many people's guest list for parties.

You are the wind beneath many people's wings. You have done a lot of good in your life.

You have had a tough childhood but you handled it well and you have such a great life now.

You are the light of the opposite sex's life. You are really cool as a person to talk to.

http://www.yensa.com/funtest/test/report/6.htm

Lift is back!!!

announcement for all,

lift is back!!! so u guys noneed to worry so much when fetch me bk d...
specially ks,kw n ying....

this time u all can c me enter lift safely then go bk jor....
so u all wont worry abt me too much liao lo...
hahahaha!
thanks!

love you guys!!!

Scholarship Interview

jz bk from kelana jaya.

i got an interview today...

i went to kl with 2 guys ytd. 1 chinese 1 malay...

bcoz jameel never go to kl so we jz as his tour guide bring him to visit some place...
eg. sungai wang, pavillion.

then we go bk and rest d.... after tht 930pm we had our discussion abt the interview jz to help each other...

sleep at 12...

dono y i cant really sleep well last night...
kept wake up...

this morning rush like hell a bit... but we managed to get there...and the interviewer was late also...
our interview suppose to start at 9.15am but delayed until 10am only start... i am the 4th....

before interview, all look nervous except me... then after interview all relieve except me...
weird rite?
bcoz after i came out from interview room, my 1st thought: will i get the scholarship? am i gd enough?
are they satisfied? i really hope that i can get....

i can say that overall is ok... jz  that i don understand y my voice was shaking while i don feel nervous....

we made friends with students from TAJ college... and took photos with them and also senior who we met jz now.
then we head to 1U. SUPER DUPER BIG!!!! double of qb!!!! and bcoz i was wearing heels... so i cant really walk lo... we fast fast cari makan then after tht bk to hotel and go plaza rakyat buy ticket and bk...

we went to ITALIANIST to have our lunch!!! the food at there... u cant believe it... it was so damn nice!!!!!
from drink, appetizer and main course all super nice....
nw pastamania is nt in my list d... if i have chance to go 1U again, i am sure that i will bring my friends there....
i order fuzzy cranberry, the other 2, i dono wat is the exact name, i jz knw that 1 is lemon another 1 is strawberry...u really can drink the super strawberry taste, and cranberry also...

then the roasted chicken, super nice!!!! i have never eaten such a nice chicken!!!! every bite also full with the taste!!!! kenny roger is nt in my list nw....

then Parmesan cutler Fish!!! super nice!!! is like minced fish like tht... aiya, all nice toh tiok liao la...

appetizer, 1 super special is tomato with garlic bread. i forgot the name d... tht 1... NICE!!!

through out the whole session of our lunch, u can only hear the word nice from us...  and it was really super nice!!!!!

the word nice also very expensive, it costs us RM40 per person. but it was really WORTH!!!!!
when u get to eat such a nice food!!!

nw i can only tell myself that it is past, don think of scholar d....haiz...

but i wan to say 1 last thing,

I WISH, I HOPE, I PRAY THAT I CAN GET SCHOLARSHIP

CD Changer in my car

ks helped me to fix a cd changer in my car last week...

so nice!!!

under a hot sun, keep sweating like water paip....

then try to fix my car....

so nice of him~~~

but luckily he couldnt find a thing to break my car into parts then examine or test then combine all bk to my car...

but somehow, he is jz nice la... and cincai....


mb he thinks that my car is too old d... nth inside... then try to put this for me....hahaha! and i forgot where he get those d...

no matter hw, i really thank him for that....

Bandslam

jz finished watch this movie!!!

is so damn nice!!!!

specially during bandslam competition!!!

the song, everything i own is so damn nice!!!!

i like it!!!!

shd watch!!! nice dao!!!!

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rsYTn2CA63w&feature=related

Preparation for CNY

basically i have finished everything for my cny... shirts, pants, dresses, bag, shoe, ear ring...

hahaha!!!

after i bk from sg then i went to search for boot... n finally let me found a boot.... the boot is last season so ppl considered out date but for me, it is jz nice for me...

i have search from shop to shop, the new season's boots are like a bit wild style... which i don really accept lo...
moreover, i wan to find those high boot which can cover my scars....ok at least the big scar...

my new boot, cost RM39.90. kinda worth...
after cny, i can wear bk my short pants and skirt!!!! yeah!!!!

 this is from opera...

i never thought of buy any shoe from opera cost their shoes are so expensive n for me is kind of weird....

paiseh...

other than shoe, i have bought 2 baby- t then 2 singlet and 1 tube and 1 small jacket...

this small jacket is expensive than my boot, RM59.90.

luckily my mum said the quality is good... phew.... worth lo... black 1...

actually i saw this many times d but i felt that small jacket is expensive...

but still i bought it finally....

so far, i have 2 pants, 1 blue n 1 black

dresses? wow, a lot!!!!

1 white, 1 grey, 1 brown, 1 purple, 1 light brown

1 skirt which is short!!!!

shirts?

3 red; 2 normal and 1 a bit sexy...

i hope that i don need to wear black stoking this time...

i am tire to wear d...

CNY IS COMING!!!!! yuhuu!!!!

dear friends.... i will b free on chu4,5,6!!!!

fast fast arrange and we hang out!!!!

New Sem Start... TimeTable like shit!!!

we were so happy that our class only on wed n thu...

but after meet lecturer and adjust lecture time....

all of us wanted to faint...

before:
Wed
9-11 Business Ethics
2-4 Costing
4-6 Entrepreneurship

Thu
9-11 Management Science
4-6 Business Law

After:
Wed
9-11 Business Ethics
4-6 Entrepreneurship

Thu
9-11 Management Science
11-1 Costing
6-8 Business Law

both also have 5 hrs free time each day...

really tired...
most tired is, thu 9-8!!!!
DYING!!!!

Singapore Trip

wakakakakakaka.....

Malaysia havent finish travel, then fly to Singapore jor...

4th of Jan took Jetstar 3K674 to Singapore... 1st time travel plane...wow...
shuang dao...

 

hehe... in plane d...

went to many places lo... most photos in fb d... hehe... lazy to upload again at here...
kelvin took a very good care of me... hehe... thank you for everything... Muacks!

1st day, went to city hall n raffles then orchard...
2nd, science centre... a bit boring coz so quiet at there and leg pain jor...

 

then went to sentosa but the weather was so hot so we jz stop by at vivo city where i saw a slipper cost me SGD35. wow....
kept think abt it after that.
we stopped by at white dog cafe and have a nice dinner...
anybody who will go vivo city, mz visit white dog...
the food is really nice... specially salmon with garlic bread...
nice dao.... then pock nuckles also...SGD33... Worth it!!!!!!

then we went to chinatown and clarke quay where we took nice photo at there...

ate turkish ice cream... quite sticky... nice!!!

 

3rd day, we go chua chu kang there have breakfast and meet sherri... thank you sherri that u treat us such a nice meal....it's great to c u too... then we head t o singapore zoo d...

SGD18, WORTH!!!!

many animals to c... nice!!!

i love the most is polar bear...the skin of polar bear is black but the fur is white...

 

 

 

 

 

hehe... after zoo jz went bk to NTU....

4th day, wanted to meet zhi yan but he havent bk yt at 1pm... so we go jurong point to find walk walk lo... search for slipper coz my legs really wan to patah liao... walk for many shops.... found my boot which costs SGD80.90, i am dying to buy it but if i were to convert to Malaysia ringgit, almost RM200... NOWAY!!!

haiz... sad.... then found my slipper at Ripples... at least my legs is comfortable lo....

easy to get dirty... haiz...

then we jz find a place to sit down...

 

coco toast with cheese!!! special to me... hehe!

corn ice blended... sth new... and nice...

jz latte...

then we jz go bk find yan lo... i thought of wan to surprise him by knocking his door then hide then make him shock 1... but he didnt close door so save up my energy... i jz suddenly jump to his door n scream his name... wakakakakakakak!!!! so funny.... as usual, he got shock n scold me lo...heheh!!!

then dinner with yan....

 

 

5th day, jz go lavender help his mom to collect money then go orchard...after that go boon lay market to have dinner with yan, kang n di qin...

yan, sorry ya, we were late coz we fell asleep...

then go jurong point again...

after bk to NTU, wanted to go yan's room to play n overnight also de... but ler, after we bath liao hior...

felt that our legs wan to patah liao.. so bo go... haiz...

sorry....

last day... morning sleep til i syok d then bath... meet bee gaik at 1pm lo... have lunch in the apt

hong kong restaurant... wow... nice dao... cheese thick dao....

ate le kelvin's SGD10... hehe...

then i go check in n spend sometimes with them then go in terminal le... bk to penang alone... so sien... after get into flight d then keep on wait n wait at least 30 mins then only take off... i even doze off n wake up jor... so boring in plane.... keep on sleep then wake up.... flight 5pm only arrived....

my sg trip ended like that.... all the while kelvin always bside me... hehe... bo huat la... mou yan mou mat....

so happy to spend 2 weeks with him...

Review of 2009

after 10 days only i post this...

wat have i done in this 1 year?

actually i don really remember...

i knew that i have been outstation for quite a number of times...

twice is bcoz of uni programme...go to main campus events...
1 is elyn camp with yan, kem goon, n kelvin...
sth tht i never expect happened in my life...
i have a r/s with kelvin after this camp...
like this trip, he took care of me, we were very intimate... dono y very close with him...mb the chemical between us happened long time ago and both of us never realise...

On 25th of May 2009, i begin my new r/s with him... so far so good la...wakakakka!

after tht, i went for my 1st live concert at kl which is Fish Leong with tk, hong n ming... wat a nice trip... so syok...keep on walk n walk... we drink beer during night time also...

after 1 week, i go down to kl again for performance "asmaradana".

I went to work with kelvin's parents on the mid of july... 3 days after my exam...
until now, still working lo... if nth extraordinary happen, i will work until i practical...

i got my 1st 4.00 pointer for May Semester bcoz jz 2 subject only... if more i don think i can get 4...

i met huge accident on 3rd of Sept. snatch thief...haiz... injured badly... took 1 month to recover and left me scars....no hps... i cant eat cake during my birthday also...i hope that my scars will fade away super soon...

i have troubled zhen ying for fetching me to college... so touch and also thanks her for that...

due to my accident, 4 of my good friends present me hp...haha! even it is cheap, but this is out of a normal friend will do... thank you yan, tk ,hong n ming... love you guys so much!

my darling, came bk 1 week to accompany me but also bcoz of their holidays... i got a purse from him too... hope that i will use it as long as possible... very valuable also...

this year really lose money... my injuries, car Services, front mirror broke cost RM210, Car air-con RM360, do passport RM100...

during Aug sem exam, i slacked for quite long time, this time really super last min... i never do all my past year specially for MIS n ME. i did sth extreme...
hahah! i never sleep for almost 24 hours to study n do past year... then study til 5am and wake up at 7sth to go col for test... yawn more than think during test...
never finish my paper also...actually i din study the subject at all... until the night b4.... but luckily, n dono y i got A- for that...

play bowling until i broke my nail... haiz.. o shall never bowl again....

i celebrated my xmas for bee gaik and annie...
super tired de xmas... bcoz of work n travel on the road for family... 1st time drink champagne until drunk... and drive bk home at 4sth am... wake up at 8am the next day n travel on the road for the whole day too... super tired...but 1st time drunk lo... good! b4 that always like drink water n nth happen...

end of Dec my darling came bk and spend everyday with him... he bake cake for me lo... hehehe! so damn easy nia... 1st time bf bake cake for me... muacks! u deserve that...

31st of dec, last day of 2009, i spend my day with him too... we went to qb to count down... we ate br for FREE!!!! we went with his friend... we walked pass BR counter and said that 31st got offer... so we go to buy 2 pint n 2 corn...
while we were queue-ing, one of our friend saw 1 RM50 on the floor so we jz use it la...hahahaha! so syok... then this is the 1st time i watch firecrackers with bf... so happy...but due to traffic jam, 2am only reach home....


this year is quite extreme for me...hahaha! i realised that i have to really take care of myself... bcoz i don wan my family to worry abt me... my beloved and dears and friends too...
i hope that i will have a great year in 2010... mz really study and be discipline in academy to achieve high grade...also hope that no more accident for me anymore... stay pretty, healthy n young... wakakakaka...

thanks to all the ppl around, bcoz of u, help me to become who i m now...
give a big applause to urself...hahahahaahhahahahahahahahaha!

Result Released!!!

suppose is tomoro but dono y today released jor...

i receive kl's sms asking abt my result...
i was so curious and open my voiss...

luckily have kelvin beside me, otherwise i dono hw to face my worst result of the whole course ever...

then click on view my result...

i jz close my eyes and ask him to c for me...
but the webpage hang half way...

surprisingly, my ME got A-...
i really don understand at all.... this is the paper which i left some blanks since my 1st paper in this college and i got A-...

so far this sem quite good lo.... i maintain all A... hahahha! actually very happy....

no B at all...
my GPA is 3.92 o...
i pull my cgpa higher jor...
i hope that i can do the same for the following sem....

jia you!!!!

Project Manager

since i join mpm until this committee going to an end, i felt that my contribution in mpm is nt tht much... if asked me to handle things that i dono then i sure cabut.

mostly, i jz cooperate with ppls and join for performance...

ths time, i have been given a job which is project manager for badminton tournament.
i feel tht i am interested on it... b4 tht i was thinking of wan to b, but of coz i don dare to imagine that i can do it.

since i was holding sport position, i never really help to organise... seriously...

n this time they said they don wan to b project manager d... then pass to me, n since they did so many event d so at least knw wat to prepare b4 the game...

actually, they really help me out... i jz try to arrange the time and hw to progress things...
venue, advertisement, registration form, collect money, shuttlecock, referee...
it is like i give them deadline then they have to help me out to find them for me...

i am so happy that they help... i seldom go outside...
i hope that i can do this job well...

next year onwards, i am going to focus more on my college. academic n ko-k...
i always wan to learn hw to organise an event. mb for some ppl, they will think that it is damn easy... but for me, i still think that it is hard...
n i prefer to think that bcoz like tht only i have passion to do it.

jia you!!!

Merry Xmas!!!

Belated Merry Xmas to everyone!!!

lets talk abt hw i spent my xmas eve n xmas this year...

super duper different from all of u... i am sure...


as usual, i went to work at 9am then finish at 5pm...

after that fetch Annie to Elaine's house at tanjung bungah.

then i drive out to georgetown to fetch my auntys and cousin to wedding dinner...

as i am waiting for Andric to come from bm, i ate in the dinner...

after the dinner finish then only get her call saying that she is nt coming d...
coz she wont overnight at Elaine's house so she has to come n bk...
n it was late....

so i jz drop my auntys and cousin bk to georgetown, then i drive to batu feringghi to meet them...
when i reach the car park already 1155pm. luckily i never meet traffic jam... otherwise i have to spend my xmas on the road alone...

then Elaine came to meet me n we walk to the beach n meet others...c fireworks...
then bk to her sis's house and eat sth...

after that we head bk to her house....

4 young adults drink 1 champagne with 14%...big de...

me at least finish half...hahaha!
the other 3 ler, drink a bit nia whole body red jor....

then i a bit blur d...we danced while on the hitz channel for club song...
wow, i always wan to make indoor club dance...
wakakakaka...
Elaine summore play with torchlight...as dance floor mz have lighting...
then we paint shawn's nails...
wakakaka....
crazy...
i help Elaine to massage also ler...
1st time feel to proud coz at least ppl can feel gd coz of my massage...

hehe....

we play until 4sth then only i drive home... while i am sleepy n a bit blur...
i was safely home n sleep at 5sth...

then woke up at 8am on xmas...
fetch my family go uncle's house for wedding lo...
super hard to get up....
then 1sth only reach home then bath...
after that fetch my cousin bk to georgetown....and at the same time, fetch Annie bk to her house...bcoz i got come down so Elaine dropped her at prangin then i fetch her bk lo...


1st year of xmas, spent on the road...
b driver all day....

but still fun la...

bo hiam la....
at least "A Bit Different" lo

Anyway, Merry Xmas and Happy New Year to everyone!!!

oh ya, b4 i forget, this is the 1st time i knw the feeling of getting drunk....
wow... really noneed to shake also feel drunk jor....hahahah!

i didn't feel pain because i knew that u will say sth like that...

my ans is in the previous post...

i'll respect

899!!!

today went to gurney n saw this promotion...

the hp that i want the most n always dream for it is having promotion nw...

np is 1099
nw 899 only!!!

then free 1 bluetooth headset too...
worth 169


really worth lo...

if i knew that will have 1 promotion on dec, i am sure save my money from anything n jz to buy it...

i have considered to buy it after a long time...
mb mid of next year but after i really think then i think that it is worth...

even if i wait for abt half year, the price will only go to 799 or 899 and tht 1 is w/o bluetooth headset.... really nt tht worth...

so sad that i cant buy it nw...
haiz...
really sad... summore have the limited edition colour...
sobsob....

i really want la!!!
nw really worth.... :(

y i m useless?

gd question...

1st, my studies dropped... i don think i am hard working enough...
2nd, i cant really control my finance
3rd, i cant really arrange my time
4th, my brain is so useless until i used 5 hours to think abt the poem while kelvin used 1 hour can settle it...( this is my own assignment, i shdnt accept his help or ask for his help. useless is bcoz i cant do my own work by myself)
5th, stm i think too much...
6th, i cant satisfied ppl's needs
7th, i cant help anybody in my life


recently, a friend told me that i have changed to b quiet d, seldom talk abt my own life... actually ths is real... i seldom blog. i used to talk or speakout anything in my blog even it is small matter... but nw, i m no longer like that... i seldom talk... mb deep in my heart saying that talk much, trouble much... i wonder hw big my heart n brain can be?

U~S~E~L~E~S~S~
:)

Sorry, Friends

i am so sorry that i cant go genting with u all...
until all the plan crashed...
so sorry that i cant help any...

if i go then all of u noneed to worry abt rooms and the placing while playing in theme park...

if i go then have 1 more camera to take pic...

if i go, mb we can do a bit for our cny mv...


so sorry that i cant help..
i jz can say that is nt a gd timing...

so so so so so sorry~~~

A & A

when u told me, i really got reaction but i intended to hide it...

and the next sec, i told myself that i have to adapt...

there is nth i can do...but jz accept the fact n adapt to it...

even though i felt disappoint or sad, i still have to a&a...

i cant change others but i can change myself...

and i cant ask for it bcoz i might broke it one day too...

Useless

zhi yan!!!

u spread ur disease to me d la...

i started to think that i am useless le...

i really think that...
hw?

we can hold hands n walk together d....

Choices

i thought that if i have to choose between fun and u, i shd put u at the 1st place.

but now i get it d.

i shd put fun in front.

i will have as much fun as i can!

wont let u down...

FUN! FUN! FUN!

In 2 Places At A Time

this is the 2nd time in 1 week that i wan to be in 2 places at a time.


1st is genting and sg

2nd is 2 dinner.


cham....
haiz...
can i?

so hard to decide...
but still have to decide...

Outing for 12 hours

today went out with college's friends...

redbox!!! then recorded a lot of videos...
wakakakaka!

after that we go bowl lo...
my nail broke jor... i shall never play bowl anymore...

so torture me...

then go northam cafe, this time La France got open!!! wakakaka
i ordered dono wat omelet.
nice!!!
really!!!

then hior, 5 young adults after makan le, talk n talk then still bo ka muan go bk home...

go gurney n g htl lepak ....


swt... actually we got no place to go d 1... but still don wan to go bk yt...
swt lo...

today really sing ka syok...
seldom miss key...
sing with passion...
i purposely find those songs that can scream de...
hehe... long time bo scream through singing jor...

long time din go for 12 hours d lo...

sien...but syok

New Layout

wow, finally able to change my blog's layout...
it's been years....

layout from blogspot itself really not nice...

so this time change...

i hope that i can change my layout for every festival...
wakakaka...

new look....
also hope that i'll b able to find new layouts la...

yippee~~

失忆

come across this topic from a friend.

Amnesia

i am sure that many ppl thought abt having amnesia when they feel like they don like the world or want to escape from sth.

i wanted to have amnesia when i feel disappoint abt myself or when i was doing sth tht i don like it yet i have to do it.


but if i really given a chance to have amnesia, i wont choose to have it even it is partly forget. i don wan to forget anything in my life...
they are part of me that made me become who i am now...

if i have lost it which means i have lost pieces of me...

yes, i've thought of forgetting the sadness or hatred that i have...
but without those, i wont b mature as nw, even i am nt very mature... hehe...

we are human, we deserved to feel everything that we can...
so jz grab it even it is hurt...
at least we knw tht this is hurt feelings
this is happy, sad, hate, anxiety, stress...
sooner or later, we will b able to handle them well...

if we r happy with who we are, wat for we want to think abt having amnesia?
i can c u knock ur head saying, " yes, u r right! i agree! i am happy with who i m."
hahaha!

finished... ppl asked me to write, so jz write lo... since nth to do right now...

Missed out a trip

today, friends were talking abt genting trip... but i cant go...so sad...

they go at the same day i go sg...

4,5,6...

sobsob... i cant join them...

i really wish tht i can b in 2 place at the same time...

but nt possible...

nvm la... my mental will b there to have fun with them...

ei... cannt...
i will b crazy 1...
n i will miss them more...
yi... y muz go in this sem wor....

next sem ma gd lo... then i can go with them...

off value...

Psycho- Violence

I have found out that criminal minds season 5 is really more violence than previous seasons.


Is this world turning to b like this?

So violence until the subjects treat human like a toy, play a life game with that.

What is the excitement when u kills them or tortures them?

Have they even thought abt it that if their families are being humiliated like this too.

Some crimes can even start with a small vandalism, then more n more serious until they think that vandalize human is more fun.

Those insane took videos when they are torturing ppl, kill them 1 by 1,

make victim’s loves one see how their beloved being killed.

After that, those insane n psychotic ppl keep on play it over n over again,

like a movie which they will never feel bored abt it.