Blog Reader

today, i saw my feb 09 blog address in my friend's laptop.... then i was so shock that she read my blog until feb 09. i gave her the address end of last sem. mostly ppl will read most recent or mb jz a little bit of past blog...
manatau, she really read ler... impressed me lo... i think she is the only one because according to her, she was so free during tht time... so read lo....
she even told me that she finished all my blog d since the 1st blog... i remembered my 1st blog was in 2006...
more than 2 years de blog... geng!

then i check my blog achieve... plus this one 716 post....

PROVEN: she really eng gueh tao... hahahahahahahahahaahhahaha!

but bo c she update blog... sien nia... more than 1 week d since latest blog.... :p

Finish Edit

jz finish edit my financial plan for entre asm... used up abt 3 hrs time to edit lai edit khi....

purchase too much, then decrease n change everything...

net profit too low, decrease expense n change everything..

assets cant balance with liabilities, change again...

then adjust margin n make it nicer....
letters nt so big then resize n adjust again...

i really don wan to touch my financial plan anymore....
i havent study for entre and ethic quiz ler... then thu need to pass up blaw's SOGA n also need to do costing tutorial b4 thu class...

sobsob... later cannt slack d.... mz try to finish case study, costing, touch entre past year....
must !!!!

must control myself d...

n please don let me c u again ha.... last edit d ha...

wedding photo

went to youth park with b2g on fri... saw ppl take wedding photo there... under HOT SUN!!! with gown, heavy hair...
really pity them... then i think i like to take many pattern of wedding photo de.... then i sure die in future....
hahahah! coz hot sun ma....
take so many pic wor...

but i think i will sacrifies for that.... wedding photo jz once in my life time... so is a must!!! so i have to pity myself....


hhahaha!

Am i Ready?

Final is coming soon.... 1 month time... how?
am i ready?
i don feel like i am...
i tried to study n do past year but i still need to refer... means i studied nt detail enough lo...
haiz... stress!!!!

later nt so lucky like last sem ma cham....haiz....

1st quiz ever tht i finish in time

today so syok.... business ethics quiz 2. i studied n did past year then try to remember what i think that will b tested... hehe...

lecturer said 30mins then pass up... no open book or discuss.... very strict...
then i just write from the time i get the paper until i finish the whole paper...
then wait until time's up... n pass up...

i am nt sure that i will get full marks o not... but at least 90% lo... coz need some explanation.... which slides does not provide and i don have textbook to refer for it... all by myself...


i was so sorry that i didnt help my friend. i was so confident that she knw hw to answer... so i never care about it... but she told me that her mind blank... i think bcoz when she read ethics, her brain already wan to sleep liao... so cant get in n remember it....

hope that her mark will b ok la... usually i don like to give de unless is very good friend...hehe...

anyway, next week another quiz... i will try to study n get full marks de.... jia you!!!

Entrepreneurship Assignment

drag for so long n never touch it at all... until lecturer said need to pass up on 24th then we really didnt start it because was preparing business law presentation. then until last wed, we requested to pass up on 31st. so we have 2 weeks time to do.

in the end, we only use 2 days to finish our entre... 4 person for this assignment really more than enough... we really terpaksa squeeze out something to let yw do... which need super less time to do it. jz 5 mins to settle cover page. thats all... or if we wna to do advertisement... then he b model lo...
like tht only...
so we use another week to concentrate on our ethics assignment which we didnt touch much also... n this 1 need presentation.... 

wow... really geng... never expect any assignment to be finish in 2 days...wakakakka... good!!!

鳖女

曾经有人说我很鳖，就像败犬女王的女主角。
我就很好奇那是什么意思。跟朋友拿了来看，真的还蛮像。。。
如今，有一位朋友在看着，我想知道我还像吗？
今天终于看了两集，感觉我不再那么像了。。。
可是，我想变回以前的鳖，因为我觉得我看起来很弱。。。
很想在外表看起来强的女生。。。
问了某人的意见，觉得有时是好事，可有时是坏事。。。
不会在适当的时候做适当的事情。。。
我说人往往都不能那么的flexible，如果要那样，那应该不是人了。。。
可能有些人能，可我很清楚我不能。
无言，我只好自己想。。。
我自己却决定了想变回鳖，不想让人觉得我是弱者。。。
很多事情说了反而更糟。。。
 闭上嘴巴，一切如水的平静。。。

容许你们反对，抗议的就说出您的想法吧。。。personally or publicly

Talk about people

felt that recently keep talk abt some people...

i have to change d.... change nt to b like tht...

it is nt good de...

i must change!!!!


don think ppl like that...
think in a good way...

very no manner to keep on like this...

i must change!!!



oh ya, if one day the people tell u that" i die also will remember this"
then u have to say thank you to them....
but if u all don wan then nvm la... but i will...
i will say:" thanks that u die also will remember me, means that i am very important in your life"

but it is true.... wat for u wan to superb beh syok and hate a person? will u get anything other than anger?
 at least u can always talk bad abt them lo......
i cant think of any...
if u always keep in ur heart then u will always angry when u c them then u suffer but the person live happily ever after...
y wan to torture urself like this ler? rite?

stm i feel tht i am very teruk also... these kind of thing i will definitely forget...
i have so many assignments, presentation, lecture note to study n remember in my head...
manawu space for that unimportant matter wor...
nt to say i am heartless...jz that my memory is nt to keep all these...
is for happy scene, everything that is happy...
jz no point to angry ppl while they dono that u angry...



in a nutshell, i have to change to not to talk bad abt people, nt to zhen1 dui4 people.... hope that i can do it....

The Way Of Being Human

i felt that my way of being human always criticised by people....

why?

i have to accept them instead of continue it...

why i have to change for people?

why people thinks that my way is wrong?

why i have to transform to be the people that they accept?

A Friend Of Mine

u said that u r very happy to b in our group... always b so humble.....one day, u asked us sms us abt u r nt in our group.... if we don wan to friend u anymore then it is ok...
i am nt sure abt the exact matter.
but actually i felt hurt tht time that why u will say like tht?
is there anything that we did make u think like that?
finally, u settle down....

u always simply say sorry repeatedly.... can u please don b so khek khi?
i really really don like.... other than that, everytime also say pai seh to ma huan me to fetch u.
i am the one who want to fetch u. but u always say like that.
then after u reach home, u can jz sms me goodnight instead of thanks for the ride.
i really don like my close friends being so khek khi with me...
u can jz bring it on....
i wont mind 1....
if wan to borrow my stuff can jz open my pencil case n take it urself without permission.
even stm i will say until sounds unfriendly such as " hah, y u never ask permission ha? take my stuff like tht"
but actually i was jz kidding only... i jz play with u all only...

today, u ask abt sth...
then u requested that if u can say it out then i have to promise u nt to force u to do anything that u don like...
actually i don wna to bet with u coz i know that u knw....
but since after u said that, i jz suddenly have feelings of i jz accept it...
i don wan to change u anymore...
i am tire abt it...
if i continue to do this, u will hate me...
i was jz kind of sad....
i was superb sad...
i jz felt like i wan to go home....
but of coz i mz control it...

can u pls change that nt to being so khek khi?
i really don like... even frustrated abt it....

if really no deal then i have to accept that u r so khek khi...
but pls don ask me to accept... i don wan.....

jz think abt it all the time

whenever i saw my malay friend, i will think abt my performance during scholarship's interview....
i jz cant forget and also hope that i can get.

then i jz open my inbox and receive an email abt sabah n sarawak regional centre's interview...

this time i check the applicants...
i hope that some of them dont wear formal...
then performance nt good.

so that i can get...


but somehow, i knw that if i really wish for it, i wont get it...
sometimes, really dono wat to do...

but i still think abt it all the time....

when will knw the award?
can the malay friend don get it?
n i get?
please bring record for once....
that malay surely wont get......

haiz....

pathetic...
i am so evil that pray ppl don get scholarship....

i knw that i cant b to zhi2 zuo2 but still.... hope....