Project Manager

since i join mpm until this committee going to an end, i felt that my contribution in mpm is nt tht much... if asked me to handle things that i dono then i sure cabut.

mostly, i jz cooperate with ppls and join for performance...

ths time, i have been given a job which is project manager for badminton tournament.
i feel tht i am interested on it... b4 tht i was thinking of wan to b, but of coz i don dare to imagine that i can do it.

since i was holding sport position, i never really help to organise... seriously...

n this time they said they don wan to b project manager d... then pass to me, n since they did so many event d so at least knw wat to prepare b4 the game...

actually, they really help me out... i jz try to arrange the time and hw to progress things...
venue, advertisement, registration form, collect money, shuttlecock, referee...
it is like i give them deadline then they have to help me out to find them for me...

i am so happy that they help... i seldom go outside...
i hope that i can do this job well...

next year onwards, i am going to focus more on my college. academic n ko-k...
i always wan to learn hw to organise an event. mb for some ppl, they will think that it is damn easy... but for me, i still think that it is hard...
n i prefer to think that bcoz like tht only i have passion to do it.

jia you!!!

Merry Xmas!!!

Belated Merry Xmas to everyone!!!

lets talk abt hw i spent my xmas eve n xmas this year...

super duper different from all of u... i am sure...


as usual, i went to work at 9am then finish at 5pm...

after that fetch Annie to Elaine's house at tanjung bungah.

then i drive out to georgetown to fetch my auntys and cousin to wedding dinner...

as i am waiting for Andric to come from bm, i ate in the dinner...

after the dinner finish then only get her call saying that she is nt coming d...
coz she wont overnight at Elaine's house so she has to come n bk...
n it was late....

so i jz drop my auntys and cousin bk to georgetown, then i drive to batu feringghi to meet them...
when i reach the car park already 1155pm. luckily i never meet traffic jam... otherwise i have to spend my xmas on the road alone...

then Elaine came to meet me n we walk to the beach n meet others...c fireworks...
then bk to her sis's house and eat sth...

after that we head bk to her house....

4 young adults drink 1 champagne with 14%...big de...

me at least finish half...hahaha!
the other 3 ler, drink a bit nia whole body red jor....

then i a bit blur d...we danced while on the hitz channel for club song...
wow, i always wan to make indoor club dance...
wakakakaka...
Elaine summore play with torchlight...as dance floor mz have lighting...
then we paint shawn's nails...
wakakaka....
crazy...
i help Elaine to massage also ler...
1st time feel to proud coz at least ppl can feel gd coz of my massage...

hehe....

we play until 4sth then only i drive home... while i am sleepy n a bit blur...
i was safely home n sleep at 5sth...

then woke up at 8am on xmas...
fetch my family go uncle's house for wedding lo...
super hard to get up....
then 1sth only reach home then bath...
after that fetch my cousin bk to georgetown....and at the same time, fetch Annie bk to her house...bcoz i got come down so Elaine dropped her at prangin then i fetch her bk lo...


1st year of xmas, spent on the road...
b driver all day....

but still fun la...

bo hiam la....
at least "A Bit Different" lo

Anyway, Merry Xmas and Happy New Year to everyone!!!

oh ya, b4 i forget, this is the 1st time i knw the feeling of getting drunk....
wow... really noneed to shake also feel drunk jor....hahahah!

i didn't feel pain because i knew that u will say sth like that...

my ans is in the previous post...

i'll respect

899!!!

today went to gurney n saw this promotion...

the hp that i want the most n always dream for it is having promotion nw...

np is 1099
nw 899 only!!!

then free 1 bluetooth headset too...
worth 169


really worth lo...

if i knew that will have 1 promotion on dec, i am sure save my money from anything n jz to buy it...

i have considered to buy it after a long time...
mb mid of next year but after i really think then i think that it is worth...

even if i wait for abt half year, the price will only go to 799 or 899 and tht 1 is w/o bluetooth headset.... really nt tht worth...

so sad that i cant buy it nw...
haiz...
really sad... summore have the limited edition colour...
sobsob....

i really want la!!!
nw really worth.... :(

y i m useless?

gd question...

1st, my studies dropped... i don think i am hard working enough...
2nd, i cant really control my finance
3rd, i cant really arrange my time
4th, my brain is so useless until i used 5 hours to think abt the poem while kelvin used 1 hour can settle it...( this is my own assignment, i shdnt accept his help or ask for his help. useless is bcoz i cant do my own work by myself)
5th, stm i think too much...
6th, i cant satisfied ppl's needs
7th, i cant help anybody in my life


recently, a friend told me that i have changed to b quiet d, seldom talk abt my own life... actually ths is real... i seldom blog. i used to talk or speakout anything in my blog even it is small matter... but nw, i m no longer like that... i seldom talk... mb deep in my heart saying that talk much, trouble much... i wonder hw big my heart n brain can be?

U~S~E~L~E~S~S~
:)

Sorry, Friends

i am so sorry that i cant go genting with u all...
until all the plan crashed...
so sorry that i cant help any...

if i go then all of u noneed to worry abt rooms and the placing while playing in theme park...

if i go then have 1 more camera to take pic...

if i go, mb we can do a bit for our cny mv...


so sorry that i cant help..
i jz can say that is nt a gd timing...

so so so so so sorry~~~

A & A

when u told me, i really got reaction but i intended to hide it...

and the next sec, i told myself that i have to adapt...

there is nth i can do...but jz accept the fact n adapt to it...

even though i felt disappoint or sad, i still have to a&a...

i cant change others but i can change myself...

and i cant ask for it bcoz i might broke it one day too...

Useless

zhi yan!!!

u spread ur disease to me d la...

i started to think that i am useless le...

i really think that...
hw?

we can hold hands n walk together d....

Choices

i thought that if i have to choose between fun and u, i shd put u at the 1st place.

but now i get it d.

i shd put fun in front.

i will have as much fun as i can!

wont let u down...

FUN! FUN! FUN!

In 2 Places At A Time

this is the 2nd time in 1 week that i wan to be in 2 places at a time.


1st is genting and sg

2nd is 2 dinner.


cham....
haiz...
can i?

so hard to decide...
but still have to decide...

Outing for 12 hours

today went out with college's friends...

redbox!!! then recorded a lot of videos...
wakakakaka!

after that we go bowl lo...
my nail broke jor... i shall never play bowl anymore...

so torture me...

then go northam cafe, this time La France got open!!! wakakaka
i ordered dono wat omelet.
nice!!!
really!!!

then hior, 5 young adults after makan le, talk n talk then still bo ka muan go bk home...

go gurney n g htl lepak ....


swt... actually we got no place to go d 1... but still don wan to go bk yt...
swt lo...

today really sing ka syok...
seldom miss key...
sing with passion...
i purposely find those songs that can scream de...
hehe... long time bo scream through singing jor...

long time din go for 12 hours d lo...

sien...but syok

New Layout

wow, finally able to change my blog's layout...
it's been years....

layout from blogspot itself really not nice...

so this time change...

i hope that i can change my layout for every festival...
wakakaka...

new look....
also hope that i'll b able to find new layouts la...

yippee~~

失忆

come across this topic from a friend.

Amnesia

i am sure that many ppl thought abt having amnesia when they feel like they don like the world or want to escape from sth.

i wanted to have amnesia when i feel disappoint abt myself or when i was doing sth tht i don like it yet i have to do it.


but if i really given a chance to have amnesia, i wont choose to have it even it is partly forget. i don wan to forget anything in my life...
they are part of me that made me become who i am now...

if i have lost it which means i have lost pieces of me...

yes, i've thought of forgetting the sadness or hatred that i have...
but without those, i wont b mature as nw, even i am nt very mature... hehe...

we are human, we deserved to feel everything that we can...
so jz grab it even it is hurt...
at least we knw tht this is hurt feelings
this is happy, sad, hate, anxiety, stress...
sooner or later, we will b able to handle them well...

if we r happy with who we are, wat for we want to think abt having amnesia?
i can c u knock ur head saying, " yes, u r right! i agree! i am happy with who i m."
hahaha!

finished... ppl asked me to write, so jz write lo... since nth to do right now...

Missed out a trip

today, friends were talking abt genting trip... but i cant go...so sad...

they go at the same day i go sg...

4,5,6...

sobsob... i cant join them...

i really wish tht i can b in 2 place at the same time...

but nt possible...

nvm la... my mental will b there to have fun with them...

ei... cannt...
i will b crazy 1...
n i will miss them more...
yi... y muz go in this sem wor....

next sem ma gd lo... then i can go with them...

off value...

Psycho- Violence

I have found out that criminal minds season 5 is really more violence than previous seasons.


Is this world turning to b like this?

So violence until the subjects treat human like a toy, play a life game with that.

What is the excitement when u kills them or tortures them?

Have they even thought abt it that if their families are being humiliated like this too.

Some crimes can even start with a small vandalism, then more n more serious until they think that vandalize human is more fun.

Those insane took videos when they are torturing ppl, kill them 1 by 1,

make victim’s loves one see how their beloved being killed.

After that, those insane n psychotic ppl keep on play it over n over again,

like a movie which they will never feel bored abt it.