DrEaM

Thank God. Today i dream of my future husband. Haha. But i just can't remember or describe his appearance. Ok, anyway i never dream of that before. So thank God that giving me hope for my future husband. I remember that when i am with him, the feeling is special and i never had before. Its shows that we can discuss about anything, sharing every opinion. Just that it is special. I don't know how to describe about it. Of course that is special. He is my future husband what. Haha. Somemore in my dream, that time we are going to marriage and in the preparation. Haha. Thank God. But i feel strange is that we marriage when both of us are 21 years old. Logically that time i am still study in university, how can it be? Just don't know la. If God really want me to marriage early, then it will happen because this is God's will. I won't against your will, Father. Anyway, just go naturally and God will send my life partner for me whenever he think it is the time. Heh!

This is for my future husband. I hope that you are doing well now and always. If there is any trouble that you think it is hard to face then you may go and talk to God, he will settle and take away from you. Remember he is preparing you to be the best for me. So do the best for me ya. I also be the best for you. Heh! We never know when we going to meet but we need to have faith in God. I will pray for you that you will get away from any sin that will against God's will on you. So be strong and happy in your life before i come to your world. I will be there waiting for you, my prince to come into my world. Wish you all the best, my husband. : )

SpEaKiNg

Yesterday, my MUET teacher asked us to prepare the speaking for today and she said she will asked us to come out and make a discussion. So i can assure that i will get the chance to speak because another girl is ex-georgian so her english must be very good. For me, i think that she will call me so i just prepare for it. I was very relax today and just think of shoot her with whatever i have here. When she come to our class, she say she will pick a girl come out and speak in front of our class about the which option that we had prepared. Ok, its nevermind. I still relax like that and try to think of some others point. But when she first call my name and ask me to go out, my heat beat very fast and i was very nervous, scare, etc. No matter how i still need to go out and speak what, so just go out and say it all the point. I try to b calm and speak clearly and as normal speaking but don't know why i just can't control it. So after i finish it, i just go back to my place and sit down. Then she give comment on my speaking, correct my sentences and some other things. And that time i was still very nervous, may be can say that is i haven't finish nervous yet. Haha! Even when recess, i also feel my heart beat haven't become normal while i was eating. But after that, i think that is fun. It's extreme. May be we will feel shy of what is out from our mouth is broken English but i tell you guyz why don't just give ourselves a chance to speaking in front of class and say out your opinion or presentation. It is really great i tell you. You will feel proud of yourself that you try to speak English once and you are brave enough. After you all finish, then you all willing to go out and present or speak English next time or everytime. I want to thank the teacher for giving me the chance to be brave and try to speak in front of all. Thank you, teacher. Thanks that you give me the chance and encourage us to speak in English. Hehe!

Father, i pray that my MUET teacher's leg will be fine as normal and not pain. I hope that Father you will go to heal her leg so she can walk like normal as soon as possible, pray in Jesus name, AMEN.

PupPy LoVe

What is puppy love?
You know?
Now only i clear about it so i would like to share it here and now.

Puppy love means the love which is immature between two people. Puppy love is the love that depend on the feeling only. But real love is different. Real love does not depend on feeling. Many people think love must feel so much then that is love. In Christ, definition of love is not based on feeling. Christ portrayed love in da purest form and its so real. He died on the cross for us.

But why puppy love can make you feel that you really really love that person and would want to sacrifice for them?
At first, we need to clear of what is sacrifice. Some sacrifice out of selfishness, some because of they think they benefit it. Its all based on the feeling. How to explain puppy love? When we first meet someone that we attracted to then if we be with together and the first feeling both experience is always very romantic and you think you can do everything both say. Young couples always based on romantic feeling, that why they think it's so lovey dovey. You guyz has too close too soon. Tell you guyz, romantic feeling does not last forever.

The real love,
the foundation is how you build your trust in the relationship, what is needed in the relationship is to stay strong. Which means you need trust and security. Couples need to support each other.
Its my advice to trust in God. We should not trust in ourselves for this relationship stuff, but in God which is raiseth the dead. As God says, if we trust him, he has prepare everything for us and we need to do what we should do now.

Remember, God will always be there for us to share every single feeling with us. So, stay near with him. He is a very gentle God, he wants honesty and humble heart, we don't have to act strong with him. We need to have Ultimate Connection In Christ.

So lets just pray,
God, i put all my trust on you and i know that you had prepare the way for me, you will make my paths straight as i acknowledge you in all my ways. Thank you, Father that you always be there with me whenever i need you. As you said, when i pray to you, you will hear me and you will give me whatever i ask in your name. Father, in the other hand i also hope that Father, you will give me whatever you think it is good for me. If you think what i ask is not good for me then it is nevermind, for i know that you love me and you will protect me in many ways. Thanks, Father. I know that you heard my prayer and i want you, Father to know that i really believe in you. Last but not least, Father i love you too. : ) Pray in Jesus name, AMEN.

ComPlaIn

Just back from school. haiz. Today i get warning for late to school. They all got no brain. In the morning of 21th of July, rain heavily and it is super heavy until you might can't see the road. In the morning, i thought of not going to school but i want to learn and study so i just need to wait for the rain back to normal which means not that heavy. So when i reached school, the prefect was ready there to mark down my name. Stupid, why can't they just think if the rain too heavy, how could we come? Somemore it is by motorcycle. Some student might not come to school on that day but i still go and they should appreciate it,ok. On that day, the parking slot which is full of motorcycle everyday become less than half. Haiz. No use already. Its past. Next time, if happen this kind of thing, i will go to school about 8am to prevent that stupid stuff. Anyway, now i am quite tired and somemore need to prepare speaking for tomorrow. So i'll stop here la.
Wish you all have a nice day. : )

PrAyEr

Hi, i am here again. I was happy tonight because i met my classmate in msn just now. All of us go different way to further our study. haha. We really have a great time together and we chat happily. We called each other with our nickname. Really fun.
Besides that, i also talk with my sister in Christ and we really share everything with each other and also talk about God love again. It is great to talk about God love. Maybe you all will think that its crazy. You all are wrong. God love us and will not give up on us. His unfailing love for us is awesome.
As in the bible said,
The Lord appeared to us in the past, saying:" I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with loving-kindness." ( Jeremiah 31:3 )

Father, i pray for bee gaik, my sister in Christ. I pray that she will have a lot of hope. The life full with hope is really good.And i also pray that she will organise her time well and won't be stressed out or depressed. Father, i really hope that you will help her out. Father, i also want to pray for chee eng that he will do well in his presentation and have confident of himself. When he present, he will not nervous or forget anything that he wan to say.Father, i also pray for all of my friend that all of them will have a great day for tomorrow. Father, i also pray that you will protect my future husband from anyhting disaster or sin. At last, i pray for all my friend will have a good health. Pray in Jesus name, AMEN.

TrusT

This is kind of sad. I have a friend which is guy and he know a lot of secret of mine. Then i ask him not to tell anybody but he tell others people. This make me so sad and it is like the friend that i trust keep on going away from me. I don't want that. I put my trust on you and you ask me to trust you also but you betrayed me. God, why i don't have much friend to trust on? God, why man harm us and disappointed us? God, other than you, i left one friend that can trust only. God, please send some trusted friend for me and they will not going away from me. God, i really need some trusted friends. I really pray for it or die for it. Thank God.

God, like what you said in the bible.....
2 Corinthians 6:18
" I will be a Father to you, and you will be my sons and daughters, says the Lord Almighty."

Father, I hope that you will answer my prayer and send some trusted friend for me. Thank you, Father.

The 1st Day

Hi,
everybody.
Please welcome me,kathy.i am new here.Today 25th of July 2006, i found this place from my friend then i just start to become a member of blogger. i never blog before so i start it today. haha! i got nothing to say. ok, i found it very interesting and we can voice out anything we want here,rite? This is the best. i think this site will be part of my whole life. maybe can say that i will start blogging until the end of my life. this is the place where we can share every single feeling with you all althrough i still do not know whether i have friends here. i never invite my friend yet.hehe! i think that all for the moment la.i need to do something. so happy blogging la! ; )